"If there is a Heaven cats are the only creatures perfect enough to enter." - Me, while I was drawing this and holding back tears because I was in public. >8C
I love cats.
I love them more than any other animal.
They are absolutely THE MOST wonderful things on this planet, as far as I'm concerned.
So when they die, it's like losing a child, a sibling, and a best friend. For me anyway.
Two of my good friends lost their kitties in the past few months/weeks. It's the worst pain... I know exactly how you feel. Really.
I'm so sorry I can't say more, I'm sorry I can't be a better friend and give you advice on what you can do to feel better. No one could do it for me or ever can; when someone near me dies I go inward and meditate on life, death, and reality. I'm not saying it's the best way to deal, it's just what I do.
I wish I could take your pain away. But I can't even get rid of my own pain. Fuck I'm crying right now because all I can think about is Jule and how much it felt like I was dying when she died. Think about all the things I wish I could have done dfferently to make her last days better. I still hurt to this day over her. I dont think I ever will stop. I dont think I ever want to. Even if I have to hurt I was glad to have known her and loved her.
I just want you two to know that I love you and Im always thinking of you.
As far as thing picture goes I just sort of cranked it out because I really have other shit I need to do. Didnt use reference for them either. Im sorry its so paltry, your kitties deserve better.
I always thought the idea of a stairway to Heaven was stupid. Come on God, you cheap-skate, install an escalator already! AT LEAST! But I have to admit its sort of romantic in a weird way. Like you meet others on the way and get to talking about life and stuff. But you could do that on an escalator, too.
I wasnt sure of their size relationship, but Star Kitty always seemed to think of herself as bigger than she was, so, there you go. Thats my excuse. And Midge was still a kitten, so, teeny she is.
I know, Star hated other cats (and stuffed animals if they seemed alive lol) but I figure once she knew where she was shed cool the hell down, silly thing. I didnt know anything about Midge though so I thought Id keep her rather neutral
Yeah. Kay thats it. I cried like a baby writing this stupid comment!
LISTENING TO CHICAGO AND THEIR SAPPY ASS SONGS DID NOT HELP!!