How Are You Feeling?More Like This
How Are You Feeling?
Awesome. I woke up this morning
sparkling rays of sunshine beaming through my window
with a smile, as the birds were singing the sweetest tune
while my thoughts are filled with happy messages from you
Terrible. I weep from the inside out
as each one of my teardrops nourish our memories
like a garden of roses, and as beautiful as it seems
there is always a tragedy that is hidden within,
as they slowly begin to slip away
Awesome. Hopes are lifted, so to say
reach higher than the peaks of mountains
Feeling mighty, feeling fine,
my belly giggles,
through these gentle times
that we spend together
Terrible. A wall crumbles into a thousand pieces
in a blink of an eye, this invisible barrier collapses,
Sweet ObsessionMore Like This
My nights are filled with dreams of you,
holding hands as the sweet sun sets.
Heartbeats grow faster, but I slowly break,
these memories of you I will never be able to erase.
I weep from the inside out,
every teardrop counting every moment spent with you.
Nourishing them like a garden of roses,
as I long for you more and more with each passing day.
Never tell me it's just my imagination,
but your smile tells me that you're insecure.
You choke your pillow every night trying to hide the truth,
how much you need me too.
Just tell me that you're hurting,
and I'll find the strength within to save you.
I promise I'll keep you safe from the darkest of storms,
and cherish all your secrets deep within my soul.
My, my, my,
Painful DesiresMore Like This
You don't know how it makes me feel.
My heart is bleeding
yet screaming for more.
A devilish curse has been placed upon my soul.
As I am gasping for another breath
wishing for nothing
but a suicidal death.
I feel so
but its all in my head.
The pain you are putting me through
seems to be my only cure.
I am worthless..
I am useless..
I am nothing..
as I fall further and further
away from the world.
Take a needle
pin my heart
on to your chest.
Lying in my bed, I dream of you
..as I die tonight.
All I want from you