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not JoshI feel like we lost Josh. (if that makes sense.)More Like This
I know I had a small meltdown yesterday, and I was scared that I would lose people.
That's the truth.
I am scared of losing those I care about.
It's not that I'm hiding.
Josh just isn't here anymore.
He's not dead.
Or lost.
He's just not here.
Though our name is still Josh.
So we'll respond to that name.
Josh just isn't here anymore.
So then I ask myself who I am.
And I don't know..
Identity can be confusing..
We're physically 23 years old.
But mentally 10 years old.
I prefer loneliness. And silence.
Caring can hurt.
Pain, tends to stay..
Excitement and pleasure are surely
Sta.sh
