The Sacred Heart and MindMore Like This
I try not to win you over
with mere presentation of words nor
to change your person in my favor.
These attempts house themselves
more in a different community of naked truth
of the sacred heart.
Where the heart and mind reside as one.
Where love is the temple
And the mind is the parishioner to
forgotten or reserved emotions.
There is no room for hesitance here.
I long to create a new home within you,
Providing you with fond and safe memories
which color the walls with a touch or a kiss .
A comforting morning sleepy smile
followed by the last embrace before rising
that echoes through the day as a reminder
that you have a home here.
My words are not to paint perfect pictures to elude
the acceptance of the truth within this challenge
of the mind racing the heart .
like the tortoise and the hare.
I say let down your guard even if for one moment
like you have not been able to do in the past.
Let the light in and don't fear it.
Dance in it's shadow.
The sparkle in my eye
invites you to try
Rain For MeRain for me, rain on me,More Like This
Wash away my sins and set me free
So I can see my destiny
And fulfill what is meant to be,
For I am plainly here to see
That this was not in Your decree.
I do not sin within my heart,
But I do sin without it.
Lust, greed, pride all play the part
To make me worldly crimes commit.
Rain for me, oh God, rain on me
So that I might be cleansed and free!
But I do not fit in Your plan,
I am Your mistake.
Though You may have made me man,
You have also made me fake.
For I am plainly here to see
That I have gone 'gainst Your decree.
Why make man if made with flaws?!
Why make man without a cause?
Why find God when he withdraws
And leaves us here with naught but laws!
He leaves me here my destiny
To be this thing He's made me be!
You made me wrong in all mens' eyes;
A thing abhored by all good persons.
Yet I'm the one that I despise
When my condition worsens!
Rain for me, great God, rain on me
For I am sin and need be free!
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spinning in directions only i can understand
left kneeling in puddles, i cant help feeling used
dried blood on my elbows shows how it's been planned
this is the light in my eyes, broken for you
cherry tree fights over why i cant be cleaner
dissapointment is something that cuts too hard
the cold look in your eyes is only one lash meaner
than the blood loss that leaves my pretty eyes scarred
this is my will to fight, broken for you
after dust settling over the town im alone in
lonliness is not emotion, but law
i ponder to no one, what was my sin?
but these are the answers only my knife can draw
this is my vein, broken for you
i fight to create a farewell note to
my energy leaving in ways not unlike you
or a handshake
just for my sake
and sanity dies
once the blood loss is through
light recieves to its maker, going back to the start
i've turned the grim matter of dying into a violent art
lashing once more to try to put p