Tisis - S100A lesson in history IIIMore Like This
After comforting Nym about the loss of Sera, I give her a stern talk about doing such rash things without even at least consulting someone she trusts. Nym tells me, that she did that, which feels like a punch into my stomach to me. Clearly she's talking about Rose. But still, something deep within me tells me, that it's wrong to unconditionally trust her or anyone on this planet. Now that I'm thinking of it, while I trust Nym and Ray with my life, I still have a problem completely opening up to either and a hint of sadness creeps up in me.
I remember my mother once telling me, that there's no greater gift than to find someone you love, for you don't have to have any secrets before them. And yet here I am, keeping my thoughts and opinions to myself, afraid to hurt her. I guess I have yet to learn the meaning of that 'love', my mother spoke of. Maybe, one day, I'll be able to tell Nym everything that's going on within me. Maybe.
The next few days