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I'm not good for you
who was I kidding, anyway?
We fell fast and I thought you were the one. I read what she did for you and I wonder why I can't be anything even close to that. I don't make you a better person like I should. I'm a constant nagging, needy burden in the background.
Why can't I just help someone? Why can't I just be selfless for once? I grew up thinking I was the nice one; thinking I was the one that could help people; thinking that I always put others before myself. What a lie.
I do all these things without thinking about how it affects others. I do these things to make myself feel better. I shut others out when they try to help me but I can't stand it when others do the same to me. Why can't I just leave you and let you repair and grow back to the person you were before I tore you down? Why can't I just give you that chance? I'm sure you'd miss me at first but then you'd realize how much better