ways to describe a dead boy's instagram account1.More Like This
it was horribly horribly vacant.
the last post (a selfie) was from nine days ago.
i should mention that he never
goes a day without posting selfies.
but then again, does anyone?
we don't seem to realize it
until it actually happens; how
people will be there one day -
smiling at you, maybe laughing,
maybe arguing - and will then be gone
but dwelling on things
is something i said i could never do.
and i always keep my word.
you know how when you have a crush
on a really cute person
and end up stalking them until you can't
stalk them anymore because there aren't
any more new pictures? that's what it feels like.
except maybe ten times worse
because that's when you realize
how his eyes turned a little to the left
and down onto the ground when he smiled,
from hugs, how he crossed his fingers
when looking into the camera lens.
but the worst part is when
you see his hand holding yours
and he's looking down a