Negativity.I hate myselfMore Like This
I hate my lack of motivation.
I hate how I’m actually clever
How I don’t try to excel in anything because I just manage to get by without the effort.
I hate how I can’t commit to one thing.
How badly I want to be a dancer but I can’t be.
I hate how I have failed everyone.
I hate how I’ve failed myself.
I want to pull myself back up from the dirt but I can’t
I want to but every time i try I push myself down further.
I hate myself.
I can’t be like you
I wish I could.
I hate how I cry so easily.
I hate my self-pity.
I hate myself and I wish I could be you
I wish I had the self-confidence
I hate my lack of motivation
I hate my potential.
I hate myself.
'The Pen is Mightier than the Sword'What would I do with a koki?More Like This
As a child I would
draw all over the walls in my room
Mother called it art
Father said I was making
I am simply a child,
colouring outside of the lines, the rules that society attempts to conform us to.
What would I do with a koki?
Would I write what goes exactly through my mind?
Would I feel brave, as this disguises me as an anonymous writer
The ink too think to leave handwriting
Would I be like Zapiro? Or an unnamed fast food restaurant?
Drawing satirical jokes
to be criticized for criticizing.
Would I draw a Guy Fawkes mask across my face? Protect my identity as I free people
from their minds
With my koki
I would like
to colour everyone in
to remove race
But that would leave us all the same.
That would be worse
To steal everyone's identity. Far worse.
Would I toss my koki away?
Would I join the crowd of voiceless sheep?
What would I do with my koki?
Would I use it as my voice?
Or would I forget it in my p