It's a constant Sickness.It's been hard keeping this to myself but I have been taking tablets now for 6 weeks regarding depression.More Like This
I DON'T want attention nor do I crave sympathy I hate it. I feel a warmth from you all who send me get well messages and support and encouragement in what I do. This isn't a cry for help on the internet it's me being clear and honest as to why my updates are slow and I have failed to constantly keep my journal and facebook up to date.
I am happy. You all make me happy and I love you dearly each and everyone of you who has clicked 'Add to Deviant Watch' or 'Like' on facebook.. I have people in my city who make me happy I have a job and I enjoy working with the people there along side of me. I walk around with this smile no matter whats chucked at me but in reality I'm still hollow inside. It is a sickness and it's a very difficult one to escape. It's almost like for every one positive I have to endure ten negatives and it's gotten to the point that where I am an emotional pe