memoriesi remember dancing barefoot in the rainMore Like This
it was cold but we didn't care
we were too full of life
full of joy
full of laughter
i remember dancing and your arms
and holding me
we were soaked through to the bone
but your warmth seeped into me
and there it stayed
there it remains
and i remember how the rain drops dripped down
from your skin to mine
like tears and every unspoken word
because we never needed words to explain
and i never needed to explain
why only you could make me smile
you and dancing barefoot in the rain
PresentlyPresentlyMore Like This
To look up at the stars is to see the shining glory of the distant past
To look into the eyes of a child is to see endless possibilities for a brighter future
To see the stars reflected in the smiling eyes of a child is to steal a glimpse of the entirety of creation
7-31-13Extreme physical pain tearing through me from withinMore Like This
Let the dark and depressing times begin
I feel so close and yet so god damn far
Upon my heart she has left a scar
I do not want to panic her
And I need to do the best I can not to slur
This is not a poem about her doing something bad
This is a poem about me going mad
She holds my heart, and I can tell
I feel like I am living in hell
The distance kills me inside
I am not sure if I have died
I can't tell if I am alive or if I am not
She captured my heart with one shot
Sometimes it feels like my heart has stopped
Either that or it has dropped
Fall down onto the ground
Not like it does me any good, someone mind as well impound
The shattered remains of my heart that is in scraps
I feel like I could just collapse
It is difficult to be kept away from her
I wish that she could confer
I should not be unhappy
I do my best not to get angry
Because I do not want to be feared again
I do not want to bring down the full wrath of my reign
ForgetI fear the day I forgetMore Like This
Your eyes, your hair, your laugh.
I fear I'll forget the day that we met.
Cause you were practically my other half.
I was shy
you were brave.
But that time has past.
We grow older now.
I knew our friendship would never last.
I just didn't know how.
How it would end.
How it would climax.
But now I see you tend.
To hurt with your own ax,
the one you destroy yourself with.
You were practically the blacksmith.
I grew rather furious of you
and your jealous out burst.
You knew it was all true,
but you fought and you cursed.
Acted like you were a little kid
that wanted all the attention,
but I had commitments, god forbid
I even mention
the names of those I loved
without you getting pissed off.
You pushed and shoved
then you'd mock and you'd scoff
cause you believed you were better.
I got sick and tired and when I left
you sent me a letter.
Saying you will forget about it all,
my name, our ever call.
Saying now that I leave
all I'll do is just fall