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For a FriendI gave a frustrated sigh as I threw down the book I was reading. I tried staying positive, I REALLY tried, but I guess pushing yourself does you no good.
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Oh, what was I going to do? My dad had some health problems, and we were in a very tight spot, it was either one thing or the other.
I did not want to watch my dad suffer, but if we got help for him, then well...our life would come apart.
It is just so complicated, no one understands me.
I have to admit though, I have been very irritated, I just tried, and I strived to find happiness...how could I? I did not have anyone to turn to really, I didn't have anyone who I could show my heart to, so I had to be like a doll, pretending, and smiling, while inside, the emotion, the turmoil inside me, was like a monster slowly eating away...
I threw myself forcefully onto my bed and buried my head in my pillow, I let the tears come, there was no use holding them back anyway, I was alone, and then I could truly be myself, with no one there, no one