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SuicideTo make a small sacrafice for just a moment away from the pain, means so much more. For just that moment you can let your pain drip out through your blood. But, that cut will close up and scar. For the rest of your life you'll remember you couldn't deal with the pain. So, you brought a sharp object to your arm and let it glide along your precicious skin.More Like This
Just a small sacrafice could cause you death. You could cut too deep, in the wrong place, or the wrong way and boom! Your dead. People around you will be hurt and will remember you couldn't take it. You couldn't even bring your pain upon someone else and tell them how you feel. You
SuicideSlash my wristsMore Like This
Slit my throat
Feeling the drain of blood
Feeling empty
Days long past passing before my eyes
Have no feeling now
I see nothing but black
No fire, no bright light
No nothing
Just Nothing
Nothing exists after death
Noting not you, and not me
Nothing
Than I awake
With the blade still in my hand
Untouched by my blood
I put it down and walked into the black abyss
Called life.
SuicideSuicide... they call it sinMore Like This
They say it is a death in which no-one wins...
They encourage you not to do it, they say it is wrong...
But who is there to encourage you when you can't be strong.
You feel like you have no-one, not even a friend.
No shoulder to cry on, just one last letter to send.
SuicideI cut myself todayMore Like This
and I started to bleed
The pain is so intense
and I start to scream
I cut myself today
and I start to cry
why did I do this?
I don't want to die
I crawl to the door
I'm at the top of the stairs
I try and yell for help
But the words don't come out
I try to get up
but my knees are so weak
I take my last breath
with one tear rolling down my cheek
A Suicide Note..More Like This
Dear Mum and Dad,
First of all you need to know that this is not your fault,
It's mine, for I locked my problem inside me like a vault,
Problems that I was never able to tell you,
Problems that I'm sick of dealing with. I'm through.
I'm sick of pretending that everything's alright,
I'm sick of having all these emotional demons to fight.
I can't take my depressing life anymore,
I realize I felt this way too often before.
I now know I'm not needed in this place,
Just another stupid teen, just another ugly face.
I can tell I'm secretly hated by everyone I know,
Though, when I'm around, they don't let their hatred show.
My life has n
SuicideMore Like This
Bare wrists
Knife in hand.
Closed fists
Tears land..
Time stops.
Thoughts flow.
Knife drops.
Don't go.
SuicideI opened the door to a blood red lakeMore Like This
to scared to move I began to shake
There you were just lying there
A cold blunt face, cold hard stare
You're lips began to move once more
As I ran out of that chilly door
I yelled for someone to help me please
I yelled but I did not succeed
By the time I'de arrived back by your side
You had gone ahead and shut your eyes
The paramedics tried as hard as they could
to revive you but it was just no good
I held you as tight as tight can be
I held you 'til all life left me
light turned to dark infront of my eyes
and took all the goodness from my sight
like a child I held the knife to my wrist
L
A Pretty Girls SuicideMore Like This
A Pretty Girl's Suicide
All the voices say
She has such a pretty smile
One that lasts for days
Like it was plastered on her face
All the voices say
She wears such pretty clothes
The colors that just stand out in a crowd
Like she was a butterfly
All the voices say
She has such pretty eyes
A mixture of green and blue
Like where the ocean meats the sky
All the voices say
She has such pretty hair
It would shimmer in the breeze
Like dew on grass
All the voices say
She was such a pretty girl
A girl who would make boys mouths water
Like a freshly baked apple pie
But pretty is as pretty does
Every time she glimpsed a mirror
It
The SuicideI saw your pain,More Like This
and yet I did not try to fix it.
I saw the tears,
and yet I could not dry them.
You talked of your troubles,
and yet I gave no time to listen.
I feel as though I could have saved you, now.
I made no effort at all.
I feel as though I added to your anguish.
I wanted to help, but I didn't know what to do.
I cannot imagine the pain you must have been in,
forgive me for not seeing.
Oh, God, I don't know why I couldn't see!
Blinded by my own petty distractions and excuses
Too busy to save you...
I am so sorry, Dan,
And I pray that you're in heaven as I pray for forgiveness.
Please know that I cried for you once i
Suicide NoteMore Like This
Sometimes as I'm sitting here
And the tears run unchecked down my face
and my thoughts run through, my head is racing
and the things I think about ring too true
And sometimes as I'm watching stars
Twinkle in the sky I wonder why
I'm still sitting here, why I'm still alive
Wouldn't it be somethin' else to die
Would anyone care enough to cry
Am I even brave enough to try
and I just sit here thinking to myself
And that razor is so inviting
and that ledge is so warm
I can see myself happy and suning
on the 'night's plutonian shore'
Don't think there's somethin' wrong with me!
Don't tell me I need help
You don't understand me
You
Suicide NoteMore Like This
To my Mother and my Father,
Both of whom where never there.
Disowned me when I turned sixteen,
Abandoned without care.
And so for you I leave behind
A black world full of hate
For you to twist and torment in -
All for you is desolate.
To my Brother or my Sister,
Aunt, Uncle and Cousin too,
You simply just ignored me,
Said "There's nothing we can do".
You sat upon the sidelines,
And you all just stared on in;
Watched me spiral downward;
Get swallowed up in Sin.
To my 'friends', you User Bastards,
Who were there to bleed me dry!
I was there when I was needed,
When you were needed, you'd just fly!
To you I give my nothing,
'
Suicide NoteDear friend, dear family, dear all whom I hate.More Like This
This is my chance... My time to escape...
My time to shine, I've just crossed the line.
I swallowed some pills and am slowly dying.
I've taken my life, with no kind of regret.
I came to realize, my life isn't shit.
Reality hates me, fantasy ignores me.
But this shiny little knife, all but adores me.
I cut my wrists, my blood falling into mists.
The vein slowly hisses, as I look into abysses.
I draw the steel, from is red warm womb.
Trail the blood on this note, spelling out "Doom".
I cry acid tears, they burn out my eyes.
They take the sights away from this world I despise.
I still
SuicideWhen life gets tough,More Like This
You get your knife.
When life just sucks,
You take your life.
When you have problems,
When no one cares.
The scars on your arms.
All the stares.
The blade of the knife
Held up to your wrist.
The blood leaking out.
Your hand in a fist.
There is no pain.
You do not start.
Nothing compares
To the pain in your heart.
If you're in the mood
You might get artistic.
Carve a morbid message
"I am sadistic."
"I hate"
"Life sucks"
"Screw the world"
Most don't understand
What it's like to suffer.
"There are people in the world worse off than you."
Do you care?
Oh no.
You're apathetic.
Emotionless.
Indiff
Suicide GirlThere once was a girl,More Like This
who didn't love life.
she hated it so much,
slit her wrists with a knife.
people saw it coming.
she always seemed depressed.
hardly ever smiled,
as her life was one big mess.
she tried to keep secret,
about all the pain she had.
for if it came out,
it would scare her mom and dad.
the girl had known,
it was time to let go,
as she was waiting,
on deaths row.
now she is dead,
as you can see.
no more suffering,
because she is free.
Abuse...I sit alone behind these dark foreboding walls,More Like This
A feeling of loneliness overwhelms me,
I sit, trapped by my memories,
The light from the barred window my only hope,
Darkness surrounds me, as I remember your touch,
Soft and gentle, warm and loving,
I remember the good times we shared,
All the perfect moments,
Trapped in a capsule inside my head,
I choose to forget the hate and the anger,
The bitterness from years of abuse,
The bruises I suffered at your hands,
The scars you left upon my mind and body,
The memories thus are warped,
And in my memories I forgive you,
But in reality, I am consumed by hate,
Enveloped by anger toward
SuicideIt’s the cowards way out,More Like This
But I’m so tired of being strong.
It’s hard living everyday,
Wanting only to break down.
It’s a sin says mom,
It’s an illness says dad.
And my little baby brother,
Can’t help but give a frown.
I want to be perfect,
Someone people like.
But I’m such a tangled mess,
That can’t do anything right.
Pills will fix the problem,
Says my best friend one day.
But I wonder if she knows
What I think of every night.
I don’t have marks on my arms,
And I haven’t tried a million times.
But I look at every knife and ledge,
And lake wanting to drown.
Hold OnMore Like This
Hold on to Me
As I Struggle To Breathe
It Wasn't Your Fault
It Was Just Meant To Be
Hold On To Me
And Look Into My Eyes
Don't Let Your Tears Fall
I Know You Won't lie
Hold On To Me
My Time Will Come Soon
And As My Life Ends
I Will Still Be With you
Hold On To Me
As I Draw My Last Breath
Your Love Meant So Much
So Now I Can Rest
Hold On To Me
Know I Came To No Harm
See The Smile On My Face
I Was Happy In Your Arms
Hold On To Me
Even Though I Was Wrong
If You Never Let Go
I Will Never Be Gone
Hold On To Me
I Love You?More Like This
Do You Think A Life
With Me Is Worth Living
If So, Why Can't You
Be More Forgiving
I Know I Screw Up
But If You Hate Me
Then Why Are You Here
Why Didn't You Leave
I Wonder If You
Mean Anything At All
When You Say, "I Love You"
Before The Curtain Falls
You Leave It At That
With No Confirmation
So I Hope When I Scream
You Understand My Frustration
LoveLove,More Like This
Is beautiful,
Is pain,
Is wanted and needed,
Like the falling rain.
Love,
It completes you,
It doesn't die,
It moves,
It'll make you cry.
Love,
What I breathe for,
What's worth waiting?
What's inside,
This game of baiting?
Love,
You can't escape,
You can't deny it,
You can't ignore,
Or try to forget.
Love,
Every waking moment,
Every beat of the heart,
Everything you do,
For love from the start.
Love,
Find it within you.
Find it soon,
Find it in the shadows,
Of the fading moon.
LoveMore Like This
Two stars in the heavens
Twinkling so bright
Bewildered by
Each others light.
They're feelings grow
Their love comes strong
They shine together
Forever long.
When one fades
The other cries
When that one sobs
The other dies.
It was made to last
It will, it must
They'll stay together
With faith, and trust.
Two bright stars
In a lonely sky
Together forever
Until they die.
Unrequited Love...You watch him from a distanceMore Like This
You love to see him smile
You wish one day he might be yours
If only for a while
You wish that you could tell him
To have the strength to say,
"I love you and I wish that you
Could feel the same one day!"
Your heart beats as he comes towards you
Only to walk on by
You try to tell yourself you don't love him
Try to believe your lie…
You wish, you dream, you hope, you pray
That you could be together
Maybe if you could make him see
That you two could last forever.....
LoveLove is you.More Like This
Love is me.
Love is something you can't see.
Love is nice.
Love is sweet.
Love will sweep you off your feet.
Love is soft.
Love is best.
You can feel love in your chest.
Love is great.
Love is kind.
Love is always on my mind.
Love is special.
Love you chearish.
My love for you will never parish.
Love PoemsDo you love me?More Like This
Or do you not?
you told me once, but i forgot.
So tell me now, and tell me true, so I can say that I love you.
Of all the guys I've ever met, you're the one, I won't forget.
And if I die before you do, I go to heaven and wait for you.
From the moment I saw you i knew this was true
So damn beautiful my eyes fixated on you.
I wanted to hug you, hold you so tight,
I wanted to tell you this feels so right.
Now i have a voice, my feelings out loud,
A smile on my face so happy and proud.
A girl with a dream and a dream come true,
A girl who has found the one, the one is you!
When I first saw you I was afraid to
I Love The Way You Love MeMore Like This
I love the way I can talk to you
And say what's on my mind
I never have to look away
Or keep a thing inside
Tears fill my eyes when you're not around
Or when you just don't care
But I know in my heart you will do what's right
For me, you will always dare
Material things will never matter
As long as I have you
You make every day that passes
So much easier to get through
My worries disappear when you're around
No thoughts of pain or doubt
I feel your love when you hold me close
And kiss me if I pout
I don't care what they are talking about
All I care for is you
I'll jump off a building to show you my love
If that's what I ha
LoveMore Like This
Love is nothing,
Without a kiss.
Love is everything,
When you feel like this.
Love is precious,
When they mean everything to you.
Love is painful,
When they're not with you.
Love is priceless,
The true kind can't be bought.
Love is life...
When it's all you've got.
11/24/2003
bleh...tell me how you like it...o.o;
SuicideWhen I woke up,More Like This
I expected you to be alive.
I expected the end of your letter
To say something like,
"I'm right behind you,
You moron!"
But that never happened.
When I woke up,
You were still dead.
You aren't dead to me.
You should be alive,
You should be here with me!
Where are you?
Why did you leave?
You didn't have to go!
I would've cared for you!
I would've rescued you!
There are still people who love you!
You didn't have to kill yourself!
You didn't have to die.
I can't believe you're dead.
I can't believe you're dead.
DistanceThe ground, it shook beneath our feetMore Like This
The things we left so incomplete
Crumbled into sand that blew away.
When I reached out to find your hand,
I grasped mere shadows in your stead
And couldn't find the air to scream your name.
So what to say to you, old friend,
Ghostly reminder of the end
We both can see, but do not want to face?
"It's been forever." "Just a year."
But things have changed since you were near,
The hole that once I was has now been filled.
I used to bring my burdened heart
To you when it would fall apart
But now I mend the cracks with my two hands.
I couldn't help that I moved on
It seemed the curtain had been drawn
And t
In LoveIn LoveMore Like This
The way I blush when I think of you,
The way I smile when I remember your words-
The way I almost wanna pass out when someone mentions you-
The way I wanna go to bed early,
Just so I can dream of you-
The way I wanna hold your hand,
The way I write your name on my schoolpapers-
The way I wish I shared every class with you,
The way my heart beats faster,
And the way I feel when I imagine you with me-
I'm just like every other girl,
Who's ever wanted to be held by someone else-
And I'm just like every story,
Hoping for a love-filled ending-
Because I'm human too,
And I somehow still feel-
After all I've been through,
I
LoveLove can be kind, but it can be cruelMore Like This
It can mess with your mind
And make you feel like a fool.
It can break your heart
And make you cry.
And there will be times
You want to die.
Love can make you do some crazy things
One moment you'll find yourself
Standing out on a limb.
Losing your balance
Only to find
No one is around to catch you
As you fall from behind.
Love can be evil. Love can be wrong
Love is not always simple
But it's always strong.
How it controls you
Is a question indeed
Because there are times I feel like
I will never be free.
Love can be prison. Love can be blind
How it messes you up
And takes over your m
Unrequited Love...You watch him from a distanceMore Like This
You love to see him smile
You wish one day he might be yours
If only for a while
You wish that you could tell him
To have the strength to say,
"I love you and I wish that you
Could feel the same one day!"
Your heart beats as he comes towards you
Only to walk on by
You try to tell yourself you don't love him
Try to believe your lie…
You wish, you dream, you hope, you pray
That you could be together
Maybe if you could make him see
That you two could last forever.....
I Miss YouI miss spending,More Like This
So much time with you,
And I don't want to move on,
But I guess I have to
I will always remember,
The things you've said to me,
But it hurts me more than you know,
That I was the price you paid to be free
I just wanted to tell you,
That you're always on my mind,
And that I know we're seeing the same thing,
Just from two different sides
I miss you...
More and more every day
I wonder if I...
Will ever stop feeling this way
In my mind...
With me you will remain,
Still I miss you more,
Every day
I miss all the joy,
All the fun that we had,
Some things just happen,
And really, that's just too bad
And I will
Lonely World. She's the type of girl who sings herself to sleep every nightMore Like This
to remind herself that she's not alone.
She's the type of girl who would listen to the same song for hours
as her heart skips a beat.
She's the type of girl who hides her smiles
as she doesn't believe they are beautiful.
She's the type of girl who hides her pill bottles
and drowns her pain
through poetry.
She's the type of girl
who believes in love,
but never gets loved in return.
Is It Love?If I hugged you,More Like This
would you never let go?
If I kissed you,
would you cherish that moment?
If I reached for your hand,
would you take mine gently?
If I needed a shoulder,
would you let me cry on yours?
If I needed to talk,
would you really listen?
If I needed to scream,
would you do it with me?
If I needed to go,
would you come with me?
If I fell for you,
would you catch me?
or just let me hit the pavement?
Introductions"Hi, I'm-"More Like This
"I know who you are."
"You do?"
"You're the guy who thinks he's invisible."
"I have a name-"
"It isn't important. Because you really don't think it's important."
"All right. Since we've started out this way, let me just tell you, I know you too."
"Yeah?"
"You're the girl who is broken."
"I am not broken."
"You're the girl whose eyes close every night and open the next morning, only to find you have never slept at all."
"I sleep well. Besides-"
"You're the girl who dreams of a happy ending even though she has seen seventeen...no, eighteen unhappy ones in her eighteen years."
"Happy endings are over rated. And you're-"
Until You Found MeUntil I found you,More Like This
Love was a path of broken lies
Until I found you,
Nobody saw me through your eyes
Until I found you,
I couldn't know what to feel
Until I found you,
I thought this love could not be real
I didn't know what I truly lacked
I didn't know if I should go back
I didn't know if I could survive
I didn't know if I could feel alive
When it came to love, I didn't know who to trust or what to believe
Until you found me
Until I found you,
I thought all hopes of love had died
Until I found you,
Countless seas of tears I cried
Until I found you,
I was lost with nowhere to turn
Until I found you,
Love's fire just made
UntitledPut on a show to fool the world,More Like This
Just dwelling on the things past,
Lock away your deepest hurt,
And hide behind your smiling mask.
Don't let them know that you're falling,
Or let them see you slipping away,
Your broken heart is slowly fading,
Another victim to your dismay.
So hold on a little longer,
Soon enough you'll be free,
To throw away your wasted life,
And leave behind the things you grieve.
Hold back your tears and close your eyes,
Pull the trigger and escape your life.
Naughty Nursery RhymesMary had a little pig,More Like This
She kept it fat and plastered;
And when the price of pork went up,
She shot the little bastard.
Mary had a little lamb,
Her father shot it dead.
Now it goes to school with her,
Between two hunks of bread.
Jack and Jill Went up the hill
To have a little fun.
Stupid Jill forgot the pill
And now they have a son.
Humpty Dumpty sat on a wall,
Humpty Dumpty had a great fall.
All the kings' horses,
And all the kings' men.
Had scrambled eggs for breakfast again, and again, and again.
Hey diddle diddle, the cat took a piddle,
All over the bedside clock.
The little dog laughed to see such fun.
Then died of ele
Nursery RhymesLittle one, just rest your head,More Like This
Sleeping is not just for the dead
Now, now, dear, you mustn’t worry,
I’ll tell you a bedtime story.
Jack and Jill went up the hill
To fetch a pail of water
Jack went mad and things turned bad
And it became a slaughter
Ladybug ladybug, get out of the bed
Your house in on fire, your children are dead
The only one living is poor little Ann
Burning alive under the frying pan
Humpty Dumpty on a wall
Laughing as he starts to fall
A suicide note left in his wake
Telling of life he couldn’t take.
And Little Bo Peep was losing sleep
Thinking about her missing sheep
Did you know she secr
My revised nursery rhymes.Twinkle Twinkle little starMore Like This
please dont run you wont go far
up above the world so high
if you fall then we'll all die
twinkle twinkle little star
do not run you wont go far.
Jack and Jill went up a hill to fetch a pale of water
Jack he hid what all he did
and jill had a new daughter.
Hush little baby dont say a word
mamas gonna buy you a mockingbird
and if that mocking bird dont fly
you'll sit, bow your head and cry
then if your body leaves your soul
I'll bury you in the grassy knoll.
Rock-a-bye baby
in the tree top
your feelings are worn
your breathing will stop
and when your soul breaks
your heart will then fall
and dow
Morbid LullabyVerse 1:More Like This
Rock-a-bye baby
Don't go to sleep
Death is a vigil
You don't want to keep.
But if it should find you,
Don't make a peep.
Don't be afraid
Death is only like sleep.
Chorus:
Life is a trial
a world in denial.
And so death is used
so often abused.
The blind misconception
of strife turned to peace.
Don't be afraid
death is only like sleep.
Verse 2:
Don't mind the wails
Your loved ones that grieve.
The hardship is over
You've taken your leave.
As they all stare down at you
The pallor of death hidden deep
"Look," they'll all marvel
"She only looks fast asleep."
Chorus:
Life is a trial
a world in denial.
So deat
Fairly morbid Jingle BellsDashing through the snow,More Like This
Knocking people down,
If they get back up,
Whack them to the ground!!
Blood and guts go splat,
Everyone goes 'eeww',
Then we all just carry on,
Until we start to spew!!
Surfing through the blood,
On a mostly-eaten sheep,
Sitting in its guts,
Hear Berny go 'Meep'!!
Lots of intestines,
Burn them, make them bright!
What fun it is to slosh and dance,
In sheepy guts tonight!
OH!!
Sloshy guts! Sloshy guts!
Watch Berny go 'Meep'!!
Oh, what fun it is to surf,
On a mostly eaten sheep!
OH!!
Sloshy guts! Sloshy guts!
Watch Berny go 'Meep'!!
Oh, what fun it is to surf,
On a mostly eaten sheep!!!
Dear DaddyDear Daddy,More Like This
I love flowers. Do you love flowers? Flowers are so pretty cause they don’t bother anyone and they make everyone smile. Even sad and mean people can look at flowers and smile and feel good for the day. And when you give flowers Daddy, it means you are giving someone love. I love flowers.
Dear Daddy,
I love clouds too. They float around and make pretty shapes and colours and they are never the same! They always move! I saw a bunny rabbit in the clouds once, and it was so fluffy. It looked like it would start bouncing in the sky. Are there sky rabbits Daddy? Does the sky have a big place for the animals to play? Is that wher
Suicide is Painless?She's lying thereMore Like This
On her bed
The voices whisper
In her head
Nobody loves you
Nobody cares
They'd be better off
If you were not there
The blade comes out
It moves real swift
And carves up and
Down her wrist
With her finger
She sat and wrote
In her own blood
Suicide note
Her sister was
The first to find
Her crumpled body
Defunct of life
Her sister does
Not deserve this
After all
She's only six
Her whole life
The memory
Will haunt her mind
For all to see
The person she
Looked up to
Is now not here
Oh, what to do
The mother next
She hears the scream
Comes in the room
And in a dream
She sees the body
Her first
Suicide NoteIts an odd feeling, sitting down to write a suicide letter and realizing you have nothing to write about. I'm not sure why I should even bother. What good could come of leaving something behind? I suppose the others have left them when they had something to say, or needed to make a statement. I sat down with the thought of explaining myself. Not defending myself, I see nothing wrong with suicide as long as it is a conscious and logical choice. I just want to explain why, so that others can understand. I guess that means I'm worried what others will think of me, though that contradicts my personality.More Like This
I feel like I have a lot to say. I have a
Suicide NoteApathetic whores stare at me,More Like This
Fucking therapists rip at me,
My own parent lies to me,
Just like the rest of the world-
Living in fear of the tomorrow that may never come,
I waste myself away;
So unreal-
Forced into reality,
I cry for the grave I fear so faithfully-
Ceremony of Death;
I plead to anything-
Save me from such pain and despair-
I love that which can never reach me,
I'm misunderstood by the living dead-
Honorable defeat does not exist;
I am purely for torturous amusement-
When will I meet my bitter end,
And what awaits me afterwards?
My future lies unknown;
Filled with pain as my past has been-
Exhausted and alo
SuicideSuicideMore Like This
Note world, my time.
And I have to leave
because, I can't take anymore pain.
I see my path was meant to be cruel,
but my soul has suffered the abuse,
and my quota is limited.
Now that my life is closing
I take death as a release,
so release me.
I cannot fear any longer
I have conformed into fear's rough mold
and now that I am valid,
so is my end.
Fear will guide me to my destiny.
-Jeremy Hebert
Suicide noteMore Like This
I screamed, nobody heard
I bled, nobody saw
I lived, nobody cared
I died, and suddenly everyone is aware of my tragedy
A Pretty Girls SuicideMore Like This
A Pretty Girl's Suicide
All the voices say
She has such a pretty smile
One that lasts for days
Like it was plastered on her face
All the voices say
She wears such pretty clothes
The colors that just stand out in a crowd
Like she was a butterfly
All the voices say
She has such pretty eyes
A mixture of green and blue
Like where the ocean meats the sky
All the voices say
She has such pretty hair
It would shimmer in the breeze
Like dew on grass
All the voices say
She was such a pretty girl
A girl who would make boys mouths water
Like a freshly baked apple pie
But pretty is as pretty does
Every time she glimpsed a mirror
It
Suicide NoteMore Like This
I'm writing this to you
I have no one left to talk to
As I sit here on the cold floor
Bleeding from the core
I thought I would at least say goodbye
I owe you that much, don't I?
For taking my hand, and leading me here
I trusted you, now all I'm left with are tears
I'm all alone in a crimson sea
Where did you go? Why won't you help me?
My breath is only a whisper now
Maybe you will see how
You ripped my heart out
The dark blood is endless, but my life ending
It's all turning black, the light no longer bending
You can't save me now, you never could
I'm lying on the floor, scrawling this beside me in the wood
I'm writing this to
Suicide NoteMore Like This
Sometimes as I'm sitting here
And the tears run unchecked down my face
and my thoughts run through, my head is racing
and the things I think about ring too true
And sometimes as I'm watching stars
Twinkle in the sky I wonder why
I'm still sitting here, why I'm still alive
Wouldn't it be somethin' else to die
Would anyone care enough to cry
Am I even brave enough to try
and I just sit here thinking to myself
And that razor is so inviting
and that ledge is so warm
I can see myself happy and suning
on the 'night's plutonian shore'
Don't think there's somethin' wrong with me!
Don't tell me I need help
You don't understand me
You
A Note.More Like This
Have you ever experienced a pain that seemed to reach deep within your soul?
So deep that no one can touch it?
That no medication can cure it?
It feels like there's a void in your life that can't be filled.
And with each passing day your soul cries out in misery,
as it slowly dies in a dark pool of inner demons,
that are gradually coming out as the victors to this cruel game,
known as life.
I'm fighting.
But I don't know how long I can keep pushing away my demons,
as my desire to be completely consumed by them - to end it all -
grows with each day I keep to myself.
The pain, the misery, the depression,
haunts me,
greeting me at
SuicideIm sorryMore Like This
I didnt want to leave you all
But i cant handle this anymore
My life sucks
I cant handle it
Its taking me over
The thoughts in my head
They kill me inside
But i dont want to confine it anymore
I want to release these thoughts
And let them be real
Dont forget its all your fault
Never forget that
I hate you all
There is one
And they know who they are
I love them
Its not their fault
But i have to do this
Things in my life have been building up lately
Abd i just hate myself too much to let myself live
So this is my note
To say goodbye to eveyone who thought i loved/liked them
so goodbye
good luck in life
i will
Where the Heart isI wanted you to break my heart. It would feel so much better knowing that it was an action coming from you. Knowing that I would exist in your mind for that fraction of a moment, if only to feel the popping of my arteries before the blood spilled into your hands.More Like This
I wanted you to tear it to pieces.
But now you are breaking my paper thin organ, and I didn't even notice at first. It's layered like an onion, it seems; you took your scalpel and with nimble fingers scraped each layer away without me even realizing what had happened. And there before you sits my heart, each layer dissected so crisp and neatly.
I think I'll keep this for myself, y
For Always and ForeverTeddy bear, teddy bear, don't turn around. Have you any idea where your heart is?More Like This
He loved you so much, he cut it out, and left you lying in a pool of red.
You spent all your life on his highest shelf. When you'd fall he'd always catch you.
But this time it's different, he pushed you off, and caught you at the bottom with scissors.
Teddy bear, teddy bear, don't turn around. I don't want you to see what is happening.
There's none of you left, you're torn and undressed. He took what he wanted and left you.
Alone.
Broken.
Useless.
Unknown.
With Nothing to Feel and No Where to go and Nothing to do but Watch Him Destroy You over and o
GoodbyeI've got an empty bottle for every day you didn't seem to careMore Like This
And I've got 2 more for every day you were wishing I was there
What good is a message in a bottle that doesn't seem to float
Will I still be waiting for you when someday calls tomorrow home?
The storm lies in an empty sky and the sun lies in eclipse
And silently the world watches the calm apocalypse
Now I'm standing in the cold rain as it washes you away
Hoping I'm immortal because forever ends today
I know the worst is yet to come, and I know I'll have to fight
I know sometimes it's just time to say a long goodbye
But it's high time I found another way, it's high time I
Im SorryTears stain my bed sheetsMore Like This
A thing you'll never know
I want something I once had
A long long time ago
I never should have treated you,
Like the way I did,
But what can you expect from a broken girl,
Who inside is just a kid
I wish I could say I'm sorry,
And I wish you would care,
But now I know you wont listen,
You'll never ever be there
I wish I could tell you how much I hate,
Myself for doing what I have done
But I cant change the past
And it wont ever be undone
Hours feel like weeks,
And months feel like years,
I let myself become controlling,
So maybe i wouldn't have to face my fears.
But in the end it cost you pain,
M
DepressionMore Like This
Days in class seem pointless,
Hours go by without notice,
A void of saddness creeps in,
Our world as we know it seems to spin,
To many questions no answers found,
Can't stare strait must look to the ground,
A dark cloud hovers over my soul,
Not letting me free, not letting me go,
Holding me in heavy metal chains,
Keeping me in, keeping me restrained,
Depression attacks my once flourishing heart,
Turns it cold, rips it apart.
You dont say...The line between genious and insanityMore Like This
Is but a drip of human vanity
Where intelligent fools
And empty headed lunatics
Dance and tell their secrets
In the wind made by their feet
The laughter carries on, discrete
To "normal" folks
And level headed commoners
Stand and stare too long
I say the words are synonyms
For a genious takes a chance
A leap into insanity
Beneath the judging glance
The line is merely then created
To hold ourselves apart
From the ridicule that comes so soon
When we get crazy in our art
The line between genius and insanity?
Such line was never meant to be
God made you you and made me me
To erase all line
Sta.sh
