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...I know what you're thinking.
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It's obvious when I look at your face.
'He's a coward, he's immature, he's foolish'
And you're right...
I can't live up to your standards.
The pressure, the pace, the overload of information.
I can't take it.
I don't know what I'm doing!
And I don't understand...
I'm not you.
I don't know what it's like to feel normal...
But what I do know, is what's in front of me,
And to me, it's frightening!
I really want to change myself,
(Because I hate myself...)
But please, understand, it's not that easy,
It's never easy, when you don't understand.
When you go through each day feeling different.
Because I'm not you...
But if 'you' are what I have to be,
Then I'm afraid I would rather not be, at all!
''My deviantART Story'' (more so a thank you)First, a quick update (on my book)!
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Hullo everyone! Sorry I faded out for a bit there; I've been heavily focused on getting work done for my book this past month, and I've enjoyed every moment of it!
Not sure how coherently this information was ever put across, but my initial plan was to complete the manuscript in six months starting from the beginning of the year, but because of the way things happened I never actually got started. Everything has fallen into place now, however, and what I'm actually doing is writing the entire thing in a couple months! It actually works better for me this way and has been going very well; I'm excited to talk about the experience once it's over, and may even create a writing resource for others based on this, depending.
Anyway, thank you for all the kind messages on my last journal! I was honestly blown away! I'll be replying to them right now. (Er, next morning. I'm tired. Yes it's only 8PM. Well, closer to 9. Well actually 9.)