No MoreIn the shadows we were casted to be forgotten about.More Like This
Pain and Misery is all we felt.
To them we are garbage, worthless.
We started to think like that too.
But as time went by,
We started to get furious started to rebel
"No more!!!" We said "Enough is enough".
We broke these chains holding us down to shadows.
Shining like a fire in the night.
We stood proud hand and hand together,
Like a wall of steel.
Never to be casted out again.
No More we said and No More was.
Battle Song We are lost in this worldMore Like This
Outcasts and victims slain
Although all is lost
We will not fade
We will stand until we burn
Lead our hearts to the open hate
Touch our voice to the sky
Let's renew the hope that we once held
We will fight until we die
Unleash the rage and the fury
Blinded by war and by hate
Can't understand the cries
The bleeding and the lies
Our strength shall carry on
One by one we call
One by one we rise
Sing for the victory
Let our world be reborn with peace
If Words Are WeaponsIf you hurt those I hold in my heart so dearMore Like This
If you harm those whom I call family
Or insult or slander any one I dub a friend.
I. Will. Break. You.
I. Will. Haunt. You.
Insure you're in terror, desperate in fear.
Knowing my vengeance's scent is near
For so help me, if you cause pain
To those I bear a promise and a burden for.
I. Will. Break. You.
I. Will. Crush. You.
Assure you this horror, my vow I make clear.
If words be my weapons
I'll lock and load,
Pull the trigger and
I'll sit back and be amused
As I revel in your misery
While all around, piece by jigsaw
Your silly little world explodes
And then you will know:
Though this be black on white
My words are my weapons.
EscapeEscape, or so I pray, escape.More Like This
Sever me this nightmare
That grows seedless
Inside me as a tree of despair.
Let me escape to dance
Beyond the limits of my eyes.
To soar over tussock, waving liberty
Under those ancient mountains
Where patience slumbers eternally.
Oh how I wish to fly like the eagle,
Majestic on those wisp of clouds
Ignorant to every taint
Except only to breathe in the verdant
Periphery which soothes
Like the last days of petrichor rain.
To lie below canopy, sleeping peace
Across those primal forests
Where wisdom sings with release.
Oh how I wish to be like the stag,
Wild as those rushing currents
Blind from any saint
Never lonely in worth for the night
Tragedy where ethers
Swirl the final notes of tranquil rest.
Escape, or so I pray, escape.
Grant me a selfish wish
Which gnaws me up within
This diminishing sadness
Who preys upon my flesh of sin.
Let me escape for a chance
To witness a new sunrise.
AnonymousAnonymous faceMore Like This
How sorry am I for this burden
To carry this weight
Such as it is.
And in a mirror I reflect
Whirlpools blink and reciprocate
Only a curt smile of disdain
Laughing at me.
For here I am back in sorrow
As frequent as the illusion rain.
Don't hate me as I ask no pardon
To bear these sins
I hide away.
Within the music I neglect
Ghosts hear never to illustrate
More than an x-ray of contempt
Pointing at me.
Well no matter I am hollow
Lest do I fear my spirit unkempt.
Can you not bear this, my garden
Of weeds and dirt?
I know it hurts...
Will you look at me?
You share my name, my eyes
Is it no surprise?
Yes, go and hate me
Let your sight be like daggers
Aim, shoot and fire.
Though my dear anonymous face
I can only reflect a smile
As we have both walked this road
For many a lonely mile.
NamelessHollow out these barren lungsMore Like This
Leech me of all my wrongs
And listen to me wretch
Sins tinged in nausea.
Watch me buckle
Watch me writhe
Watch me contort
All of my agonies
Swallow deep these morbid lines
Taste how vile my soul whines
And hide as I vomit
Regrets drugged by pity.
Watch me struggle
Watch me fracture
Watch me distort
All of my worries
For nameless I name the void
A paradise dishonoured
Except for beat of percussion
Thud... Thud... Thud...
Until silence becomes the ache
Of my heart unforgiven.
ProximityDon't get close to meMore Like This
I am corruption
A sickness of danger
Not calm like amethyst sea
Lullabied to sleep
Before the love of a stranger.
Don't get close to me
I am disruption
A radiance in negativity
Never bright as crimson eye
Intoxicated to weep
Upon the face of my impurity.
For only a future lined in hurt
Will ever be your fate.
Don't come closer
Though I trust not myself.
I am accursed
Forever alone until
I greet my final day.
DrowningIt’s like people move around me in wavesMore Like This
And I’m in the middle of the ocean
but not because of them
Because of everything in my head
Everything up there that’s just slowly moving through me
Until it reaches my heart
And then it just settles there
With no plans to move out or shut up
Just screaming at me
With an utter silence, deafening my feelings
And I know that it’s happening
I am aware
But I can’t do anything
And no one else cares
Because nobody is there
MonsterTake what you want from meMore Like This
I stand alone once more
kill all the memories
in silent tears I'm drowning
Ignoring all my cries
I'm bleeding out again
holding in this empty feeling
it's killing me inside
I'm reaching for you
This hideous monster inside
devours all that I am
It annihilates my soul
obeying your every command
I would give anything
to feel your heartbeat again
it's stealing my life
breaking all hope left in me
it tears me apart
come save me
Leave me on the ground
just walk away from me
the knife I push inside
my dying heart beats slowly
why am I alive
Wish you'd return to me
I can't go on anymore
you don't hear me when I speak to you
I run away from everything
that scares me
come bury me face down
your hands drenched in my blood
drenched in my tears
let go of me
I scream in agony
you hideous monster
Shadow WorldMore Like This
It's enveloping my heart
And tainting my soul
I've been corrupted by the dark
A new power to behold
I'm too far gone already
Just give in
Accepting my tragedy
A new path will begin
Transform into what I dreamed of
No longer afraid
The road to peace will be victorious
A triumph so great
I closed my eyes for the last time / I watched it all disappear
I left behind my old life / I've become what I've feared
I know this path is one that very few desire
But what's done is done
Never again will I look into a mirror
For my darkness and I have become one
It's what I've always wanted
So I tried to cast aside my guilt
But I will always be haunted
From the innocent hope I killed
It's blinding my morals
And embracing my greed
I left behind my sorrow
And gained a new kind of belief
I've done it, I've really done it
Dawning this new dusk
I've made it into the darkness
The light was never enough
Lonely CriesDon't look at meMore Like This
When I fall apart
I don't want you
To hear my cries
I will always push away
The ones who say they care
It's just sorrow and shame
They care only about themselves
It's just their morality
That makes them pretend
They never look in my eyes
Too afraid of what they might see
Of the empty stare
That won't go away
Scared of the darkness
Of the soulless face
And the hint of a murder
That is always there
EmoMore Like This
Falling, feeling so weightless.
So free, falling headfirst into…
I opened my eyes and saw,
Darkness and I fell into its embrace.
Into the nothingness,
The abyss is so quiet.
So peaceful and serene,
Is this death?
I never imagined it like this…
I smiled at the emptiness before me.
I could have sworn it smiled back.
I lay at the cold marbles of emptiness.
I began to dream.
I dreamt of…
Bright light flashed into my vision.
I woke up with a start.
"Are you all right?"
"Yes" I said, as I felt your comforting hand on my shoulder.
This is just a dream after all…
DarknessThe disease came in the form of quiet, loving destruction.More Like This
It pulled me out to sea,
Waves crashing in on me from all directions.
It planted lilies in my throat.
Until I choked on
Roses and chrysanthemums.
It made my mind my own personal head stone.
Nothing but polluted words
The flowers made it sound so playful and innocent when I said,
'I am better off dead.'
You rage wars.
Tugging at the skin underneath my eyes.
Of a once friendly stranger's goodbyes.
Quiet and loving.
You made me fall in love with the velvet of your darkness.
The way you cloaked yourself around me.
You gave me the piercing control of a knife.
'Death isn't a disease. It is a solution.'
A solution to the dark abyss.
Nags at the back of my skull.
It makes my eyes dull.
The darkness loved my light.
It loved it so much,
It was a parasite.
It stole my sun.
Now I am just a super nova
Collapsing in on itself,
Until I, myself, become the black hole.
Eighteen Years OldTwenty years old, and unhappy with the world.More Like This
Twenty years old and threatening teenage girls.
Twenty years old and unsure of who you are.
Twenty years old and hiding behind keys
and a space bar.
At twenty years old, your anger gets the best of you,
at twenty years old, I'd hate to be you.
At eighteen years old, I feel sorry for you,
despite the amount of agony you've put me
Because the one who is the giver of your life
criticizes your appearance and your size.
Despite talking, and the gawking,
and all in between,
I know you're just a poor man suffering.
But you're twenty years old, and you should
You're twenty years old,
and you'll never understand this letter.
Fifteen years old, with the mind of a toddler.
Fifteen years old, and though I'm writing this,
I shouldn't even bother.
Fifteen years old, and you're already a professional stalker,
you're toxic, your disgusting, and a suicide blogger.
Fifteen years old, and life is a game, you can ruin people,
play with pe
The DonorThe Doner 7/27/15More Like This
I've had a good life.
I have no regrets.
It's time for me to die.
What will be my legacy?
These are things I wonder.
How will I be remembered?
Who will mourn me?
Have I done enough?
Did I appreciate the air I breathe?
So I made a decision.
A choice of the heart.
When I die I will donate
parts of me.
Parts I hold dear.
If in the future I can be helpful
to someone who is without - that will
be my purpose.
My corneas, which helped me view beauty
and ugliness in this world.
I will give to someone who can't see.
Maybe they have been blind all their
life or maybe it's new and it kills them.
If I can give them a glimpse of what
I saw then I will die with a grin on my face.
My lungs ( although I had asthma and suffered
occasionally when I was young ) could
breathe new life into a child or
a person with emphysema.
Maybe they will be thankful for a second chance.
And finally my heart. Which now beats faster
knowing my fate. I don't wish to die.
But the cancer is coursing throug
not just a game. | thank you, satoru iwatanot just a game. | for satoru iwataMore Like This
Some may say “It’s just a game”
A distraction from reality
All gamers are the same
To us it’s more.
Bonds tied, battles fought
Friends made, distraught
A game is a friend when one has none
A whole new experience
Nostalgic memories of a childhood
A continuing journey for some
The adventure will always last
Some may say “It’s just a game”
But to us it’s more
It is friendship and learning
A special place in our heart
And all we have to do is
P R E S S S T A R T.
SolitudeEmptiness.More Like This
The wind does not blow,
Rain does not fall,
The sun does not shine.
Hurricanes have already swept me away to the void.
I'm drowning in my sorrow and choking on my tears.
Shadows are my only friends and darkness is their mother.
Absence of warmth,
Lacking meaning to life.
I wander the world in search of souls only to find decadence.
How can a busy world be so dull?
How can hearts become so hardened and cold?
How can a planet filled with life be so dead?
They'll Write Dysphoria On My HeadstoneIf the journey to happiness appearedMore Like This
as easy as we make it seem,
then I doubt our entire world would
Happiness is not a drug that can be forced
into our mouths,
when our situation is doused
in fire that erodes us from the inside out.
It takes a village to mend a village,
a home to mend a home,
though when the house is against one,
they start to feel alone.
Happiness can't be achieved,
when you're not acknowledged for you.
When your pronouns are erased,
when they start to misgender you.
Suddenly its your fault that
you suffer from anxiety.
Suddenly, you're to blame
when depression seizes you tightly.
Suicide is around the corner,
you want it every day,
but there's that one important
And for them, you must stay.
Though love can only last so long,
and our light will eventually fade.
Because though you continue to fight,
depression can take you away.
Your “parents” force you to be their minions,
strip you of your independence.
The beings that should accept
Words Are WeaponsWords are weaponsMore Like This
Sharp as they come
Cutting and biting
Words are weapons
Pointing the skin
Making you feel
So worthless within.
Words are weapons
Stabbing the heart
Tearing oh so
Words are weapons
Of the final breath.
Who thought just words
Could lead to such death?
IncubusI offer you more than words can expressMore Like This
Many mortal men have sold their souls for less
I offer you this, but it comes with a price
A moment's pain for such a trifle sacrifice
A midnight confessionWhen sadnessMore Like This
I only wished
to put a stamp
and send it away
(the result always
return to sender)
When Your Boyfriend Becomes a RapistSuddenly, your world is turned upside down,More Like This
as you try to pinpoint that night when shit
Your boyfriend went to a party, that much you know,
it happened one evening,
about a month ago.
He asked you to join him, but you declined,
for you had a test the next day,
so he left you behind.
“Is it okay to go?” He ask shyly,
and you give him permission.
Because he needs your permission for everything.
And now things have changed.
Some girl claimed “rape”,
and suddenly your boyfriend
has a slandered name.
And suddenly you're the girl who sleeps with a rapist,
and now your a rape apologist,
because your boyfriend is NOT a rapist.
You know him, you've known him for as long
as you can remember.
Before he was your boyfriend, you considered him a family member.
But now they're marching on the campus,
holding banners and shit.
Trying to expel him from the campus for something
that they think he did.
And suddenly you're a traitor of your own sex,
lost one.she runs like death: hard, tooMore Like This
fast, sudden—or something
we've been waiting on
through terminal illness camps where
lights flicker like lives
at stakes in the hearts of
oh, long, winding path of days,
eat this girl alive: take her
down the back roads to a place
she can call home
Catching stars, caught in the spalm's of a prayerMermaids and coble stonesMore Like This
Stairways in the clouds
Tip toe in a dream
Drowning in the rain
Hidden treasures in frozen puddles
Frost bittern eyes
Wells of secrets
The unfertile egg
Ghosts in he sky
Ad Astra Terry PratchettCountless years your writing spree,More Like This
Gave us weirdest fantasy,
Atop a Discworld far away,
But on this earth you couldn't stay.
Far too soon and far too early
Came the reaper with his swirly
Robes and with his dark black hood;
His words like coffin lids of wood.
“AS MY CREATOR YOU MUST SEE,
THERE IS NO JUSTICE, THERE'S JUST ME.”
But even so, don't fear the hatchet.
Rest in peace, Sir Terry Pratchett.
OCCUPIEDWacked upMore Like This
An Innocent side to lonelinessAn innocent side to loneliness,More Like This
To yearn to reach out to others,
Just to know that they are there,
To feel that they are real and breathing,
To touch the warmth they radiate innately.
I am not alone, but I am lonely,
I can hide in the arms of my lover,
And breathe in his familiar scent,
I can soak in his warmth,
Listen to his steady heart beat,
And I feel time stop.
But sometimes I am lonely,
When surrounded by people,
I can’t reach out to them,
I can’t hold them and tell them I care,
I won’t let them see me, for who I am,
I’m scared of them staring at me differently.
I invite friends out to socialise,
Not for myself as much as for them,
They are lonely too,
I can feel it,
I see it when their smiles falter,
When their eyes turn dead,
For barely a moment,
I invite them because they won’t ask,
Too much pride, or fear of rejection,
I don’t talk much, I don’t need to.
Sometimes it feels like I’m floating through life,
Following the currents,
Steel Smile in Dewdrop InnSingle cell hatMore Like This
of festoon notions
through cold slushy flowers
when this kind of weeping is through
you can turn safely unborn again
has nothing to go on
but my is it fresh
chose me for your phantom flowerI know thatMore Like This
you aren't really alive
you're only kidding you've got a life
as a me deter agent
and after me having cleared all mine away as well!
look out your window
i am in your brown rose garden
third deadhead along from the left
in a cartoon spook sheet waving
down near the ornamental crumbs
on the telescopic gull nosh table
More masks.You sleep more,More Like This
Because you're not really sleeping,
You eat more,
Because you don't eat at all,
Not a drop for months,
You try to remember,
Because you keep forgetting,
You try to catch your balance,
But you're still falling,
You catch your breath,
But you've stopped breathing,
You kick for the surface,
But the sky is caving in,
But you're silent,
Your turmoil is your dirty secret,
The less they understand you,
The more it hurts,
But to know me,
It would break your heart,
It would disappoint you,
And you'd cease to recognise me at all...
Trapped Behind ReflectionsReality was but a mirror shattered;More Like This
Shattered by voices screaming out
In a world of silence.
She was trapped amongst the cracks
Of self sacrifice;
Trapped amongst shards
Of her reflection's delusional image
Unable to see clearly
She cut herself on fragments
Of good intentions;
Bleeding through the windows
Of her soul;
Eyes empty and vacant yet leaking
The truth behind the mirror's
(C) Sabree Koonce 2015
The Naked RoseWater leaks from deep within;More Like This
Streaks decorating brittle petals
Of a flower drooping from the weight
Of smiling Sun's radiant lies.
Caressing the imperfections
Of Earth's beautiful creation.
Ripe with promises of a better day,
Petals fall to the ground;
Crusted by harsh realities
Of both time and deprivation.
Stem stands all alone
As the core foundation
Of budding glory that is
Naked truth unrecognized
By those that worship.
(C) Sabree Koonce 2015
Introverted.Tear myself to pieces,More Like This
To make yourselves whole,
I’ll put on another face,
And I’ll make all your dreams become reality,
I’ll bury my heart in the dark,
So you can finally feel the sun kiss the darkest reaches of your soul,
I’ll guard your joy with my life,
So you will flourish to your best self,
I encourage your smiles,
When I can’t bare anymore time,
My ashes will be your fire,
Burn with vigour and forgive my weakness.
Be what I cannot bare to be.
TangledShe was but a fly in a web of deceit;More Like This
Sticky with fears and cowardice.
Every word she spoke spun a new string,
Slowly tangling herself in her own lies.
She was strangled by delusional truth;
Entrapped by the ever swaying hopes
Of a heart broken by years of denial
And words choking on honesty.
(C) Sabree Koonce 2015
The GardeniasI told you I had wildflowers growing in my veinsMore Like This
and you thought it was quaint,
so when I took shears to my jugular -
you wouldn’t help me cut them out.
You thought I’d be opheliac
if they bloomed, splashing white
into my already paling wrists.
Maybe you thought the perfume would purify me
and being a tragic heroine
would be better than just being tragic.
Their roots choked out my heart and
to my blood
as I died,
drowning in the after-effects of Pretty,
all I could hear
was you telling me that you loved
that I had Gardenias in my eyes.
Aurora CorporealisOn those days, you leapt from planesMore Like This
unafraid to fall because you were already flying.
On those days, you did not speak
because the words slipped between your vocal cords
and could not make a sound.
On those days, I could see you through vast skies
over open oceans and beyond slow-falling snow
because you stood so tall in a crowd of billions.
On those days, you were the northern lights
and the whole world became the southern hemisphere.
On those days, I watched your horizon turn on itself.
Frost crept over your limbs and hail fell into the firmament.
I was not afraid because I did not understand.
On this day, I erode under warm water,
crumble into clay against the wall,
hyperventilate as steam fills my lungs
and I write my worry into words.
I am afraid because I understand.
Romance Warsyou know it's loveMore Like This
when it feels like
there's a nuclear war
inside your chest.
Like an atomic bomb
about to set off whenever
our fingers tips
so tell me why
you thought you
were in love if
you couldn't even
fight in this war
Artist's AnthemMore Like This
We are the dreamers
Are we not?
With a dose of reality.
Destiny played out
In thoughts unspoken.
We are the lovers
Are we not?
The lovers of all things
Great and small
Evil and peace
Seem to enchant us.
We are the hopeful
Are we not?
Why else spill your heart
To a stranger
If not to hope for
Unending life and love.
We are the chosen
Are we not?
Chosen to speak for the world
Of vanity, unfairness
We are the deviant
Are we not?
Speaking of that which
Society tell us is wrong.
Speaking whats been told to us
By some other source, unknown.
We are immortal
Are we not?
Our words live long
After our death.
Spun with a fine thread
Of desperation and hope.
We are the voice
Are we not?
Of the little children,
The tortured souls
That scream out in pain.
We are artists
Are we not?
Through and through
Now and forever more.
Living for nothing more
Than life it's self.
Modern CavemanModernMore Like This
Cavemen has been trained
to be slavish.
Walking in circles
to their doom, I'm patiently
Waiting 'til my brain
waves thaw. So I can blindly
crawl back to the rock that I hail from.
Would of taken a leap of faith,
if there was no possibility
Of falling off the cliff.
There You AreIt's funny, I didn't really see this coming...More Like This
With my track record I guess I should have,
But hey, how would I tell you anyway?
In this world, you're always by my side
Our paths never going to collide
No matter how much you mean to me...
We've grown you and I,
and we share things others can only hope to
because they never seem to understand.
I slipped my arm into yours
Naive. Denial? Maybe...
I dread that awful pit
Without you to catch me.
Please tell me; there's something
you know...that I don't.
I've told you before...
I wonder sometimes if you know me too well
and I you
for us to ever change.
The crimson in your eyes;
it won't shield you
from the ripping you feel inside.
I see you.
RazorMidnight's tawdry pulseMore Like This
is feeble under my fingertips,
and her long black dress
feels like August
slipping through my fingers.
I like how her bones complain
that I misuse them,
tender to my touch,
and how her jaw arches back
and the moon arcs like a razor
across the room.
We flaunt the stars,
the stones under our skin
stretching the bed frame
till we crack.
And I fill you up,
your arms a battle
raging in the waning lies
The Burning of MasksThere it was, again this gameMore Like This
I might have fallen
For my own
Reflection, walking, talking,
Staring back at me, with a different name.
Another mirror full of lies
As an angel disguised
Someone hauntingly familiar.
Break the glass to know for sure
Someone dark, a stranger
But I am girt with a fiery sword
The burning of masks
Has become a chore
My heart lit by the flame
The love without name
That song of the universe
That puts mortal men to shame.
If, without glamour, you disappear
You were never there
You were never here.
I Remember...I remember...More Like This
My first love.
The first time I saw him.
The first date we ever had.
Our one month.
My first time.
How he kissed my scars and told me not to do it anymore.
The arguments I heard between his mom and older brother.
The comforting kisses when I got scared.
Our first Valentine's Day.
Him coming to my house with flowers on my birthday.
The late night conversations- in person and over the phone.
The smile on his face when he taught me how to paly his video games.
Going out to dinner.
The "I love you"s
When it got bad.
The way my stomach turned when he got angry with me.
Where Nature LivesYour heart calls out to mineMore Like This
echoing through cannon walls
like a hawk's cry
cutting through the bone
it reverberates in my soul.
You sing to me like
the wolf calling out into
a moonlit night,
the melody carried
across vast distances
I feel it humming
in my veins.
My life's blood circulating
parts of you that I need
Your face in the shadows
of the trees,
the sunlight your breath
upon my skin,
I know you are there
where nature lives.
The Solidness of LoveYour heart is earthwornMore Like This
carved from stone,
lava flows in your veins,
wind whips through your eyes,
your skin has the solid
warmth of a sun-basked rock
and I want only to lie upon you,
to soak you in.
Winds of UnrestWith winged flight,More Like This
I take to the air.
I soar high above,
without so much a care.
With beaming light,
and rays of sunshine,
I do now serve;
Golden throne, immemorial.
Unvanquished and forever;
I lay upon this rock;
My faith unshaken,
Until I heard Anothers words.
Small and unclean,
They walk on Earth;
An Earth now cursed.
I see them warring,
I see them screaming;
Burning each other aflame;
I tremble on my stone.
my unrest grows
into deep affliction.
For I care now;
What will become of us?
At once at this behest;
I hear the trumpet sound.
A great and terrible call;
To arms us mighty with despair.
To slay our children;
We must fight.
To stay their hand,
upon which they deliver blight
to our good green earth.
The chords are struck;
The tune is heard.
from solid rock
to ocean swell,
They tremble before the sound;
The sound of thunder.
and a Pale Horse.
Upon landfall hour,
we striketh fast and swift.
Unstoppable, we march,
forward into dawn
HeartbreakA sudden slip into the void, emptiness bloomsMore Like This
letting the quicksand pull you down a hole
your stomach drops as you fall in the dark room
where you sit face to face with hurt
He will not back off with his punches
and you can't run
You sit there, and all the world's clocks stop
in that moment, in that time you wait
and so is the lump in your throat
and every thought is a puzzle
and you think:
How beautiful to be able to cry
starlighti tied it around your bellybutton,More Like This
in thirty years you still feel the tug
back home to me
have I met you before?
how many times have
i wrapped this string around you -
how many times did you find your way back home to me?
i see you across the seasons
across the years, across time, across pain
hold me just for a little while,
you tied it around my pinky,
and every time I feel that tug,
i see my arm reaching out in front of me
reaching across the distance
Close to the fleshI saw through the mirage of what he saw as his ideal world,More Like This
as it was foolish pride that made him not see what was
instead it made him see what he wanted to see,
the distorted promise, maybe he was contrite
for what he risked for his half-life, a half-ling,
that traded half of his existence for nothing,
to bleed the life of its resource and keep you to its bribery,
but the thing he didn't see was... you are what you eat,
though he wasn't of any notoriety, he marred but a feast
he would jump for joy like a weeping willow weeps
every time he gave into his hunger,
he became content with what he wore to sleep
and how he wore it like a jumper,
so snug to the skin, when you wore it so close
that it became like a carcinogen.
The pheromones that he smelt as burning like
a flame to the throat, burning inside thee
as his need was like a burning garment
on a plume like blackness he choked,
cursing words, performing like an puppet to a puppeteer
Enough.Selfish, stubborn little toddlerMore Like This
Ever so vain know-it-all
If you think you are my mother
I will take care of your fall
Being oh just so indifferent
About all the things that count
One thing's there you can be sure of
And that will be all of our taunt
I'm fed up of all your childish crap
Endlessly drowning in self-pity
Paranoid beneath the surface
Trying to grasp all you can't have
Don't you push the always loyal
To a point where they don't care
Once a friendship turned to hate
Can't save yourself, it's too late
Laughing I will watch you go down
The crumbling floor beneath your feet
Smiling I will help to break it
For all the things you've done to me
Why I DanceI dance as if I am sick,More Like This
And the movement is medication.
As if getting up in the morning just to practice is the only motivation
To stay awake.
Because well- worn soft shoes
Feel like home.
The world is cold, and lonely.
But when I dance, there is a fire inside my heart, warm and lively.
I feel like a bird,
Like I am able to fly as high as I want.
Gravity, I taunt
As I laugh in its face.
Because the Earth was never a place
Because leaping across dance floors,
Allows me to soar
Higher than I could in my dreams.
Hard shoe dances make me feel powerful.
Like a raging storm at sea.
My stamps, and clicks are crashing waves.
But I am also the sea breeze.
Strong and graceful.
When I dance I feel like I am trading
Secrets with the universe.
My head is clear,
And my will power is strong.
I am a force to be feared.
On bad days,
The rhythms of hard shoes sound like a heart- beat.
A life line.
And I’ll dance until my feet bleed
Just to feel something.
Because dancing is the only thing