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Um. I don't really know what to say. It's weird. Going through my inbox I have over 500 messages/comments/etc.
And I'm seeing some stuff I've commented or said and it's so weird to see.
I don't even remember me. I don't remember what I was like.
Am I making sense? Probably not.
Ah, yeah. I feel kind of more dead. Like I see all these comments I've made and written and messages and whatnot and I sound so energetic and free (I sound stupid now) and like, all these emoticons and plz's.
I don't even remember hardly any plz's. Let me try one... Uh...
I don't even know if that will work. It was hard for me to type that. I couldn't remember how to type plz's. I wonder if that will even work.
Yeah that's about it with me.
I feel dead, though, kind of.
Brain dead. Like numb. Like I can't type all happy. Like how my comments used to sound... or at least how they look. The smiley faces and gifs I don't know.
And I'm not sad. I'm not.
I don't think. I think I'm