Note to my Beloved--VidaNote to my Beloved: Vida DemsonMore Like This
Reiko...where do I begin? Do I begin with your tiny obsession with me? Do I begin for when my heart started to ache for you?
Damn, this is really uncomfortable but this needs to be done.
Every time I picture your silver locks, I only want to see my hands running through them. I only want those golden eyes to stare into mine, sparkle like the brightest of stars. Your smooth skin....your shining heart.... I'm selfish. It all needs to be mine.
I don't even understand how this happened. I promised to never have this happen to me, but you.... You changed me. And how you did it... I just don't know.
A year ago, exactly today, September 30th, was when I finally let myself admit things--things that I am not comfortable with yet. But just having you by my side, I can let my weak side show. I don't have to be the kick boxer self I always am. Even if I can let myself down, I fear I might hurt you if I ever lose my temper. I fear I might not be strong enough