Can you hear me?I look at you with a smile on my face,More Like This
I tell you every things fine, I hide the truth,
I hide from me.
People tell me when I'm sad it's just not me.
But do they truly know how broken inside I am?
Do they know me or do they know the girl I pretend to be?
Do they see the pain behind the mask or do they just see the mask and not the real me?
Do I even know the real me anymore?
Did I lose myself within the mask?
Why is it that I can save others but I can't save myself?
I'm slowly drowning in my pain, but no one hears my cry.
I'm alone once again, by myself forever more.
People say they care but when I reach out for them their not there.
I'm alone and scared.
Wont someone please open a window?
Why can't anyone hear my cry?
I've finally hit so much pain that my body is numb,
I have no feeling in my arms or legs.
I continue to give and continue to care but how much more pain I can handle before I drown completely I do not know.
But I'll hang on as long as I can for those that need me.