Path of Honor part 5In several hours, Aruna was in her shipmaster chair in the control room, receiving new orders to terminate and take over a human base in New Alexandria. Eager for another mission, she then alerted all of her troops to gather and meet her at the docking bay, getting her equipment ready.
Finally, a straight forward clear and kill mission. some time when he could just destroy the human filth. his grunts in tow, he pushed his way into the docking bay and met up with the rest of her clan.
Aruna turned to greet Nari with a smile. "Hello again, Nari," She said, beaming. She tried to calm her unexpected expression and cleared her throat. She then looked down at the two grunts at his side, smiling more. "Sleep well?"
Nari too smiled widely for a change, fighting the urge to embrace her. He had gone to the armory that morning and traded in his plasma repeater, clumsy and innacurate, for a concussion rifle to complete and assert his status as an officer. "Indeed, Shipmistress. yourself?"
Have a Fine DayHold a child's hand and look into their innocent eyes. Retain that innocence for yourself.More Like This
Smile at those who are angry; for it will put the fire out in their souls.
Hug the weak and wounded to give their strength back.
Lead those in the dark by giving them your own light.
Show others your true power not by force or domination, but by discretion and discipline.
Salute the injured warriors and soldiers; and heal them with emotional support.
Learn to love your enemy, to make them your new friend.
End a war not with pride and victory on the attacker, but with modesty and a lesson learned to kill the next enemy in yourself, not those who attacked you.
Those who feel they are not beautiful are just not aware of it yet.
Embrace the unknown and understand those questions that were never answered by making your own choices.
Kill a demon in one's soul by showing the angel in yourself.
Never leave the lonely alone.
Fight the good fight, for the reason of being good to those you fight for.
Leaving meI'm going to write and let out some air today, in this entry, about something or a lot of things, that I have bottled up deep inside.More Like This
Most of you who knew me in the past year, or have watched this account, I could ask you "How much do you know about me?"
And I may or may not get an answer I would expect.
But I DO KNOW- 85% of you met me or watched me through my Halo stuff.
So, in that regard from my screenshots and rps, you can say "Elite Lady loves Halo and rp'ing and we had fun playing and writing all the time!"
Let me stop right there, and say this: NONE of you know who the fuck you're TALKING ABOUT.
You DON'T KNOW who I am. You DON'T KNOW that getting so deeply involved in the fan base of Halo RUINED MY TRUE LIFE.
You don't know what I've REALLY liked and enjoyed. You DIDN'T KNOW THE PERSON BEFORE IT ALL. Why? Because my idiocy of getting so deeply involved and letting it all get to be as a stupid fan girl DESTROYED ALL THAT I HAD.
You DON'T KNOW the people I've hurt. You DON'T KN
Another new video: Post-apocalyptichttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dUmowEPnRSE&feature=youtu.beMore Like This
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Society's IllusionA lot of people have had struggles in life to stay strong or positive.More Like This
It is usually the root of this very topic that has caused much of bullying, abuse of any kind, suicides and psychological disorders of all types from mild to severe in the range from children to young adults.
When we see those who are angry and want to hurt someone, and they eventually deliver a punch to an innocent victim, the last expected question is, "Why?"
The answer is that there is negative energy inside that person that has never been released; it bottles up and will eventually explode into a violent impulsive act to the point they don't care who gets hurt.
And usually, the victim themselves is the typical defenseless, sensitive individual. Again, we ask, "Why?"
The answer is because the person who is angry and potentially harmful to others is also sensitive and defenseless, in their mind. So they are looking for someone who cannot fight back; otherwise they will just be in fear of being blown away.
More love for all of youAs an act of love and support, I'm going to have a little change of subject and touch up on taking care of all of you.More Like This
Did you know the people that are the strongest are usually the most sensitive? Did you know the people who exhibit the most kindness are the first to get mistreated? Did you know the one who takes care of others all the time are usually the ones who need it the most? Did you know the 3 hardest things to say are I love you, I'm sorry, and Help me. Sometimes just because a person looks happy, you have to look past their smile and see how much pain they may be in.
To all my friends who are going through some of their own conflicts right now- Let me open my heart to them, to let you in to my comfort. We all need positive intentions and reflections on life right now. That is a fact; even if life had been well.
I am doing this to give a moment of support to all those of my friends and and loved ones who have family problems, health struggles, job issues, worries of any kind
A mind of her own part5Something is missing.More Like This
It is nice to have a love life, but I want more adventures.
Yes, I have Vale, I know. I love Vale. I adore him and my life with him. That is not the point. Everything feels... the same. No, not even that. I am starting to feel... dry. Empty. And I am getting the feeling, at times, that his creator has tried to "direct me". How dare he invade into my actions! I'm not what he created!
I had always loved being granted a ship mistress now, but what if my role were different? What if I had a different course in life? Just... what if things were different in general? What if I had a luxurious and exciting life with my clan and a mate, like..... dare I say, a life like that OTHER female; Aruna? She seems practically spoiled... her life is full if light, has a bright future, stays in constant contact with the clan... with those adorable unngoy that Nari has taken care of. Gods, Nari is as sweet as earth's sugar cane. I envy that 'sister' of mine for having such a life...
A mind of her own part3Now you believe me, creator. Look at you now, not even a week after Hades' creator disappears, your life lightens itself by nearly a thousand rays of the sun. You have lovely music on, friends talking to you, and you are enjoying your time. Everyone knows your suffering. You finally told them, at least. They helped you. You helped me. Your dear old friend has returned to you, you have found a new potential mate, and... I found one as well. Thank you for letting go. Thank you for hearing me out. Now... I will no longer have any silent screams. We can sing together.More Like This
He was right there in front of me.
This beautiful Ultra... in all my adventures since my creation, I was always hoping for someone as strong and pure as him.
He was... he is... a part of me... I can see so much of myself in him... he had been augmented, and had other experiences in his life that cast him down. But he would rise again and keep going. He has no evil in his heart, no dark intentions in his soul, an
A mind of her own part2Yes, it is great to be here on the Undeniable Truth. Things feel.... different. And the other ranger, Iruun.... he is... alive? Who is he? He's beautiful... he loves me... I feel heartbroken that I haven't been here, I am hurt I was brought here before! Alei, the fleet mistress is indeed determined. I find her very nice. I feel like I've known her for a very long time. It is almost as if we are sisters. Things feel so comfortable here... it feels suddenly lighter. But... why am I empty? Why is there some... gap in my soul? Where are my other friends? Where's Rha, and Xynre, and Enkir? Creator, tell them to come here, we will all be happy! Perhaps I would even request my father! Oh, he would love to see me marry a sweet male like Iruun!More Like This
The creators are arguing. Mine is so miserable. She misses... me being with Hades? Who is this "Auri" I keep seeing about? And if this other female was... "made" to be with Hades, why should I even be involved anymore? Does she know how peaceful things a
A mind of her own part1Well, here I am; Aem'ee 'Rithinee. Created. Pushed out. Ready for a brand-new life and adventure as my creator has so urged me to be for over days now.More Like This
What happens now? I am on a ship... oh, there's Rha! And Enkir! My friends! And... that disgusting bastard, Uros. I had been informed of his "purpose" to damage my life. To make a mark on my past, to match someone else's. Why? That is a terrible thing. I was forced to give in to him because he was a higher rank than me. I had no control over him taking advantage of me. At least I know he will be punished...
Obviously I am in a miserable mood from things troubling me. *sigh* Can't I enjoy my time away from him? Spend time with Rha and Enkir? They're such a lovely couple. Happy. Serene. They do everything together. Rha is a wonderful individual. Why am I stuck alone like this? It's not fair. I want something fun and exciting! Not to be feeling down and out like this! And get Uros off this ship, he makes me sick!
Finally, mission; an adven
Is it really time? Hello again and wassup? Everything is all righty? I hope it is!More Like This
As you can see, all of my deviations are stored.
Why? Because it is time to say good-bye!
For too long this place was abadoned, with no new drawings or anything else.
And alone making art turned from something I loved, a great fun to a chore and a task.
I can't draw anymore. My skills are rusty now and even when I manage to sketch something - it goes into limbo of many, many unfinished sketches that I doubt I will even touch anymore.
So... I decided if I can't continue drawing, this account here kind of lost its purpouse.
I ain't going to delete/deactivate this account, oh hell no! I have too many good memories with it, too many awesome friends I met thanks to this to just delete it!
I am sort of closing it. I will jump here once in a while to check new stuff or messages.
Maybe, one day I will return to this place, with the fire burning in me that 10 years ago made me to want to draw, but now it all burned ou