CigaretteTake the smoke in deepMore Like This
Let it run through your blood till it begins to seep
Take a good long drag
Let it leave your lungs with a bit of a lag
There will be peace for the rest of the night
Or least until the end of this light
Just need a sanction from all this stress
Life's running through my mind causing a mess
Just this one smoke will clear the air
Slow my mind down till I don't care
I'm too weak to deal with my own issues
And I'm too much a man to my sob story and grab a tissue
I'd rather light up this smoke and live in denial
While behind me my problems just pile
Just one more light, hand me my cigarette
Just so I can have some time where I can forget
Through my problems into the thick gray abyss
If I can't see them then they don't exist
But this cigarette won't last forever
So I better light up again or get clever
Cause once that fog clears I won't be ready
To charge head on into my problems and remain steady
Before I know it happens again and I dive back into the smoke
Define a ManDefine for me a manMore Like This
Tell me what he can't and can
Tell me of his appearance, how he looks
And show me where it's stated in books
What makes a boy a man in truth?
What test must he pass to show proof
Of his strength and maturity
Of his resolve and purity
What does a man do that makes him so?
Is a man all the wiser, what secrets does he know?
When does this metamorphosis occur?
Is it easily seen or is the transition a blur?
You can't tell the difference between the two
When the definition is so askew
Call me a boy, call me a man
But no matter what I'll do all I can
A thing about loveSometimes we love and that love stays strongMore Like This
Often in love, it goes all wrong
People will search, with all of their might
But when we're not looking,
love will come to us right
no simileHe is like..More Like This
well, what can I compare him to?
He is like no other,
I love him!
Talk to you laterTalk to you laterMore Like This
Before it get's too late!
How will you know
When is it too late?
Well, when you are
Tired of waiting,
But that's never
Going to happen,
And it is
Never too late!
Atheist LifeGod is good, God is greatMore Like This
Then why do his people spread so much hate
Sparing the spoiling and using the rod
Why would I want to follow this god
My fellow being may treat me with kindness at first
But the second I say I don't believe it takes a turn for the worst
I tell them I don't believe, I don't follow, I won't give praise
Then they disappear into a cloud of haze
Am I less of a person just because I don't believe?
Because I refuse to accept the stories the faiths weave?
Do I not deserve your friendship and consideration
Instead of your hate, aggression and alienation?
For a person of God you hardly act out the word
So therefore even you must find it at least slightly absurd
For if you didn't then I do not understand
Why you preach and act with a different hand
I am still me, nothing has changed just cause I don't read the bible
I still feel emotion, play outside, breathe and eat, all without praising some idol
There was a time when we cared not for beliefs or gods
But now that subje
Happiness for DummiesWhy do we pretend to be happy? Why do we fake it? To make other people happy? Maybe that's why we're unhappy, because we try so damn hard for everyone else to be. I really think that in the case of happiness and love the answer is this: Don't try. Don't search. Don't look.More Like This
But incredibly hard.
Happiness should not be sought. I've noticed that I'm happiest when I'm not trying to be. It's one of those things that sneaks up on you slowly and grows, until you notice it. When you notice, you do one of two things:
Attempt to build it up - or -
Tear it apart.
Both end in the same result. You're no longer happy. Building it up ends the feeling because at that point it's become forced. People tear it apart because they're scared of what comes next, sadness, therefore promising themselves that outcome.
Stop trying to be happy, let it happen. When it fades, it fades. Just remember, it will come again.
Love is more difficult. You should never look for love. Don't look f
Since we last talkedIt's been 12 seconds, 3 minutes, 7 hours, 4 daysMore Like This
Since you disappeared into a cloud of haze
Everything was going just right
Talking every moment till we went to bed for the night
In those conversations I felt whole once more
No longer felt alone on some depressing shore
You gave me joy with every word spoken
And when they came to an end I felt completely broken
You had given me something I had not had years
Someone who could relate to my feelings, my thoughts, my fears
You understood more about me than I'd ever let you know
Because I don't like letting that side of me show
Your words however simple or trivial always gave me a smile
It's too bad I haven't heard them in quite a while
This time may seem short to you, but it's an eternity to me
And I still don't know what made you flee
MothersI know I should be grateful since at least I can say I have a mumMore Like This
but I really don't like my mother
I never really have
Some children have good relationships with their mum
I don't even want to describe her or my feelings in a way because I'll just become more irritated
I thought about writing an entry before but I just didn't
Well here's the entry
p.s yeah yeah I know I know, "I'll miss her when she's gone"
A Night on the Tiles.A Night on the Tiles.More Like This
She was not a natural socialite.
But her friends suggested they all went out tonight.
They told her she was always over worked and uptight.
And that it was about time she took them up on their invite.
Despite her initial reluctance,
They persisted to infiltrate her circumference.
As a result masses alcohol was consumed in abundance.
Until she was no longer fit to make any logical judgements.
When they finally arrived at the function,
She had already drunk well over her consumption.
And could not handle or distinguish the subtle forms of seduction.
Or gage how quickly a seemingly sweet male can turn into a huntsman.
She was then propped across the busy street.
Before she knew it she was in the passenger seat.
With her head nestled between her legs staring at her feet.
And none of her friends available to help her escape and retreat.
The door opened and she was put on to a sofa.
Unable to move or talk she felt like she was in a coma.
And still the man took off his s
Beauty is in the eye of the beholderOne hundred people couldMore Like This
Tell me I'm beautiful
And I still wont see what you see
When you look at me
Since many have told me that
I'm ugly already
Look what that's done to me
Branded ugly by the cruelness of society
When it comes to you, I am a deity
All the memories I hate to keep
In my mind, the sorrow I reap
And on my flesh the scars so deep
Yet to you I'm beautiful
Carry My SoulWhen it seems that nothing is good anymoreMore Like This
When it seems that nothing is right
You just gotta break through that door
And see your light
Then nothing will cause you to fall
And you'll see the sunny day
You'll finally break though your prison wall
And come out and say,
Carry my soul
Into the night
It won't matter though
Cause I'll still have my light
Drag me to the darkest abyss
Lock the door and throw the key away
I'll still live in bliss
And see the beauty of the day
Carry my soul, carry my soul
Into the night
It won't matter though
Cause I'll still have my light
Even when life's crashing down on me
And I can't find my way home
I'll still be able to get off my knee
Cause I know that I'm not alone
So carry my soul (carry my soul)
Into the night (into the night)
It won't matter though (it won't matter though)
Cause I'll still have my, still have my light
I'm SorryI am sorry that I ate the last piece of pieMore Like This
I am sorry that I destroyed your perceptions
I am sorry that I rebuked your most hallowed beliefs
I am sorry that I am not as innately malleable as you would wish of me
I am sorry that I am not as weak as you assumed when you attacked me
I am sorry that you have to die out of spite
I am sorry you are a fool
I am sorry you have no future
I am sorry you made it this far, only to fall on your face
I am sorry you do not find it as entertaining as I do
I am sorry you ever were
I am sorry you
I am sorry
There is nothing left of you but me
I am not sorry about that
Darknessdarkness dwells in the hearts of many.More Like This
not everyone has a pure mind.
not everyone has a pure heart.
we often have ill thoughts about one another,
it just depends on the individual on blurting it out, that's all.
darkness has long clutched upon my heart.
darkness has poisoned my mind.
darkness is now living within me.
i am darkness and darkness is me, we are one.