'It'The infection has spreadMore Like This
"It" has devoured my heart
"It" has dug a pit of pain in my stomach
"It" has melted my insides
Leaving me to feel empty, broken, and ill
There is no cure for "It"
No shot or medication I can take
To fight "It"
To fight the agony
And cure my heartbreak
The Safest Place To HideKeep it all inside,More Like This
Lock it with a key
Keep it all inside,
Don't tell a single soul
Keep it all inside,
Its the safest place to hide
I Miss YouI miss you so much it hurts, my loveMore Like This
I miss you with every fiber of my being
I miss you like there is no tomorrow, my dove
I miss you fervently, it's all my loving.
I miss you with my entire heart
I wish we were no longer apart.
My heart beats only for you, faster and faster
My legs are shaking just thinking about you
My eyes are watery, tears flowing larger and larger
My whole being is trembling for you.
My arms are craving to hold you once more
My soul is withering away deep from its core.
I miss you desperately, with everything I got
I miss you darling, I miss you every single day
I miss you sweetheart, my loving ache so hot
I miss you my dear love, I miss you all the way.
I miss you and I can take it no longer
Come back to me and our love will be stronger.
Heart's BreakWhen I see you,More Like This
My pulse suddenly stops
When I hear your name,
A smile spreads across my face
When I look into your eyes,
My knees almost fall to the ground
When I feel your hand against me,
Sensations electrify my body
When I feel your moist lips touch mine,
Sparks fly throughout the air
My heart beats faster than the speed of light
But when I see you with her,
I just about die
Every glimpse hits me in the chest
Try so hard, the pain won't stop
When the lights go down,
I cry myself to sleep at night
Dreams taunt me
Knowing you don't feel the same,
Kills me inside
My heart aches longingly for you
When I begin to realize it,
I love you
You begin to stand out
Your voice, my lullaby
Your face, my dream come true
Your eyes, my greatest weakness
My heart knows it's true
This truth I conceal becomes a plague
It poisons my body
Toxins eat at my heart
Or medication I can take
To rid this disease
To cure my heart's break
A Tear On My PillowWhen I lay and think, in my bed at night,More Like This
The day I can see you, seems nowhere in sight.
I toss and I turn, dreaming of seeing you,
Opening my eyes checking if my dream came true.
It didn't, again, and a tear starts to roll,
Weeping quietly my pillow I hold.
You must think I am special, and I hope you're right.
No other has made me feel so complete,
My whole life was lived, just so we could meet.
All these thoughts and more going through my head.
I fall asleep not worrying, but dreaming of you instead.
This Life Is MineI lay in my bed lostMore Like This
My soul covered with frost
As I start to shiver
My soul begins to wither
The tears fall down my face
As I try to find my place
In this lonely world
All so cold
I begin to cry
As I start to try
To change my fate
For it's not too late
The tears begin to fade
As I regret the choices I made
In my dark and gloomy past
I know this depression won't last
So I begin to see
There is hope for me
As my soul begins to shine
For I am glad this life is mine.
Like A MaskLaying down, my head staring straight at the ceiling. Slowly, I feel the tears start to stream down my face. My heart starts to hurt, and I pulled my knees close. The pillow catches my sorrows as I sob. This is almost an everyday routine. Holding onto every hope, clutching the pillow, and praying for the pain to subside. Wait, sit with the phone near. Use a smile to cover everything like a mask.More Like This
Who Would KnowA single teardrop streams down her pale face,More Like This
A final goodbye letter wrapped in lace.
She fakes her final smile,
Who would know that this was the last,
Glares and laughter fill the hallway,
Who would know the truth of her past.
Her hidden legs covered in scars,
Who would know the lies she was in
her pain and hurt kept behind bars.
Who would guess the torture she'd seen.
A broken home filled with drama and tears,
Her last pieces of hope eaten by fears.
So is this the end?
Or is this only the start?
Is there anyone to heal her breaking heart?
Waiting for the sun to light up her days,
Warm her weak body with it's glistening rays.
Will anyone notice before it's too late?
Is she ready, is this her fate?
Will she let this all slip away?
Is there anything left for her to say?
With her glassy eyes and those faraway looks,
Her steady walk and pile of books,
She walks down the halfway for one last time,
The bells in her mind have begun to chime.
She'll leave the people that have caused so much p