July 4, 2015:Feelings Entry Day 1:More Like This
I feel like there's nothing left for me...Nothing new...Like I'm on a world with only myself...I really can't fight the pain...But I can hide it...I try to keep everyone happy before myself...But then I'm just living in my own mental pain...Making a fake image of myself...Living on a world alone...
I wish I could be stronger and live a real life...
~ July 4, 2015, 1:37am
The feeling a freedom...Finally came to me...Stress slowly melting away...Even if it was a painful 4 hours...It was worth the pain...It turns out speaking out the truth if better than trying to hide it away forever...Mostly if it's strong and deep...The anxiety being much more than normal in one spot was better than three years of emotional pain...
I'm becoming stronger in a short period of time...Becoming more of who I really am...Having supporters...Actually knowing my mother does really care about me...Even if I'm different than when she was a child...Even if I am Gay...Even if I'm G
!~Singing Time~!~I don't know why~More Like This
~But I really can't stop~
~I just love to sing whatever I'm saying~
~I think my mother is getting annoyed~