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How do you make it stop?How do you make it stop hurting!?
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Right now, I am in so much grief...the grief of knowing I've hit an artistic dead-end; The grief of knowing I have to put less time into what I 'used to' love; The grief knowing you've pretty much plateaued; And the grief of knowing people around you just get better and better and you sit there and flounder?
Every time I come here, I feel like I've somehow failed. I feel like a boxer who had been beaten in a such a one sided fight, every time I try to rise, I just fall flat on my face. Nothing makes me feel complete, hell, I even can't leave my house because there's a blizzard outside. Someone once said: "if there was no one else in the world, would you still draw art because it makes you happy?". Well, yes and no. Art made me happy, but life telling you: "sorry, it's not for you!" keeps bitch slapping me.
This morning, I was actually pondering what, if anything, I could do--After much thought, the though