InsomniaThe joining of our hands gave me this feeling like never before,More Like This
the warmth as it flowed through me,
brought a smile to my face,
like no other has done before.
It was simple, it was easy
and it was just what I needed.
The silence wasn't awkward,
I could feel our souls becoming closer
together through our hands.
The kiss, it felt as if there were fireworks in my heart,
raindrops on my lips and a happiness in my mind.
A happiness that had been lost,
thought lost forever.
The smile that I felt as our lips joined together,
the look into each others eyes as I raised my head.
The peace as if my entire life I had been waiting for this moment,
These feelings were uncontrollable,
for the first time in m life
I understood all those movie moments
after a kiss between two people.
The look afterwards,
I understood it.
As we lay beside each other in the bed,
your arm around me,
my head and hand on your chest
and your hand on top of my hand.
The peacefulness of it
In debtThe truth is, I never wanted for this to happen. It just did. It started years ago when my father died, and I guess it all just ended this morning when I walked by that girl at Starbucks. She was looking through her handbag for something. Her purse? Her phone? A note from someone special? I have no idea. I don't know her. She was wearing a light yellow dress that danced in the wind, almost as though it was celebrating the wind, life, the people walking by, and the rich smell of coffee from the coffee house. She was just standing there as I walked by. Then - she looked up. Just for a moment. And she smiled at me. It was a glowing, friendly smile. That was when I knew it was over, that was when I finally realized it; that I had to die. I had to die because I didn't smile back; because I can't smile anymore.More Like This
A smile is such a simple thing. How could a smile possibly drive me to this? Standing on a rooftop, looking down at everybody, their heads some of them wearing hats like
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keep the ones you do
locked firmly behind the skeletons
crammed into your cupboard,
because when you felt
your heart in freefall, no one warned you
that it would crash
and burn, when it finally fell
all the way down.