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Ash isn't feeling well...Not in like sickness, just i'm trying to vent, but I can't...wondering why? Well, I fucking hate love. "But I thought you were dating Cody?". I am, but idk for very long. I got in a FB fight with :iconlbleedrainbows:'s ex, Fidel. He's been threatening me, and he said last night, he's going to make Cody dump me. SO I'm scared, and depressed. Also the journal from last night, where he was saying he wants to keep our dating a secret at school. So today, I saw a couple of photos of my ex, Gavinn. He was my first, he was gentle, and sweet. He loved me for who I was, but dumped me because we were distant. He lives in Gallup, NM and I, Farmington, NM. We got to visit each other, but he couldn't take the pain...so I don't know what to do. I wish I could date :iconbloodnight23: again, but my parents forced me to dump him because they didn't know "I was dating a guy from Canada". But Shawn, if your reading this, I still love you.
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But I hate love...it's not fair...and it makes me sad when guys ca
Just... kind of a big update, I guessWelp. I don't exactly know how to feel right now. It's kind of a debate between happy and sad. I'm happysad, we'll call it. :iconforeveramingplz:
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So, um. Without going into too much detail, my mom knows about Akarui now. I honestly regret not telling her sooner. Like... I don't know... 3 fucking years ago. :I I feel like it made us a lot closer and I don't have to hide from her anymore. It's pure bliss.
My dad, on the other hand, seems pretty okay. But he's taking me to see a therapist soon. Maybe later this week.
Weeehoo. That sure will be fun. I mean, who would want to spend a few hours in school rather than explain how your other half has been emotionally and physically hurting you for 3 years?
Though, I guess this can be a good thing. At least they'll tell me what's wrong from a medical point of view. My dad's concerned that they'll put me on "happy pills" though. I wouldn't want to take pills, but I mean, if they'll at least help, then... And