Queen's Knight to MercenaryLife...More Like This
If any of you beings have brought me,
the most amazing woman to ever live...
One to place a crown of jewels upon,
her beautiful head...
A golden throne,
for me to kneel before her...
And my heart,
as she is the very embodiment of my love...
I'll swear my allegiance to her,
as queen of my love,
goddess for my world,
my heart to pulse life,
in my veins.
I'd never want to be a king to her queen,
but be king of her heart.
I'd hold her love,
touched between the tender skin of mine,
above the bondage,
tethers and layers of metal,
pure and ravened armor.
Live by the sword by sunrise,
kneel before Her Grace by nightfall.
draped in her fair raven hair.
A promise to try and be as worthy of her,
for the rest of my days.
From her skin,
to her very essence,
she remained pure and kissed by no other,
and all mine to show my eternal gratitude to.
For every day to pass,
until when the castle would fall,
our dimensions and worlds to fade,
until we turned to du
update thingey... O-Owell, today i told my mom i self harm... we had the awkward talk that all parents usually give if you tell your parents you self harm. the rest of the day i spent cooking, i usually cook to get my mind off things. while i was grating carrots for the carrot cake i promised my dad, i heard my mom upstairs talking about putting me into therapy. all i really can say is that at least she didnt freak out and put me in a mental institution, well that isnt entirely true. she called the school and told them i shouldnt have scissors with me. ; - ; seriously?More Like This
well, at least i get out of cutting projects using those HORRIBLE right-handed scissors, they hurt like hell (im a lefty :3 ) ._.
also, sorry i havent been posting anything lately, it has been sort of chaotic...
ANYWAY since i started cutting again, i need a way to hide the cuts. about half of my forearm is covered in cuts, so i cant simply wear a bracelet or anything short. normally i wear a sweatshirt