Can You SeeCan you see the pain in my eyes?More Like This
Even when I say everything is alright.
The barely disguised tremor in my voice.
How my soul aches.
Heart a flutter with fear.
Do you know who I am?
This mask that I wear.
Hiding all my worries and fears.
Bleeding heart I have buried.
All things lost hidden deep inside.
Slowly I fall within myself.
My own enemy.
Barely hanging on I'm drowning.
Doubts that consume the mind.
Stress that can not be escaped.
There's nowhere to left to run.
So please blame me.
I thought you could see me.
The small child cowering in the dark.
Rivers of blood red tears.
Caused by pain and heartache.
Disappointment thick enough to swallow sound.
Where is the light?
How can I fly?
RUNNERRun as fast as you canMore Like This
Nothing will change
Nothing will follow
Only your shadow will remain
While you mope and hope for rain
Will that light ever shine again
No one will wonder so just run
NEVER COME BACK!
Late Nights (story)I sat there on the edge of my bed, in the dark. Staring off into space. I thought to myself how useless I am. No job, no social life, no car, or money. What am I doing? Wy do I exist? I look toward my phone and wonder, why des anyone like me? Are people just too short sided to know what kind of person they tie themself to? I pick it up and turn it on. I swipe across the screen and open my pictures to some of some one special. Her pale skin, her dark hair, her amazing smile. She was gorgeous, and amazing. We used to talk all the time. She was quiet, though, so am I. But she always smiled. In every picture, every time we talked on video, she smiled a beautiful smile. Eventually we drifted apart. I still comment on something and say hey every once and a long while, but that's not enough. She never says hey to me. She used to, but like me, like all quiet people, she didn't like to text first. She made the effort occasionally, but we drifted apart. It might be crazy t miss her like I do. MaMore Like This