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Alright so these past few months have been really hard for me. School has been stressing me out and the homework is overwhelming me. I'm in winter guard and symphonic band so I have a lot of after school activities to deal with (sometimes I'm at the school for 15 hours). I love these activities but it does get in the way of my school work and that causes a lot of stress.
The main reason I've been having a rough time is my relationship issues. I think I've talked about this before? Anyway its over now (for the best) but it was very ugly getting to this point. We have been in a relationship (not always official but still a romantic relationship) for years. Obviously I did really care and love him. But it was turning very sour. Fighting was inevitable. He would force me (not physically but with