Stuff and thingsAlright guys I have a few things to say.More Like This
I know I've been really erratic over the last few months. I have a lot of issues going on and I suffer from pretty severe depression. I've always avoided trying to get help because I just have never believed it will work. I have a really negative opinion of my self and by extension, any work I do. I've made friends, then lost them because when they try to help I tend to get hostile. I've always said and done a lot of really snarky things when I was feeling down and all I can really do is apologize I suppose.
Enough people kept telling me that I really needed to get help because my whole life I've followed the same self destructive patterns and I've finally looked into talking to someone. Usually I'm all talk when it comes to that stuff but I've actually already had my first session so my foot is already in the door and its a "thing" now.
Obviously nothing is going to change overnight, but hopefully with an act