I Am a GirlI am a girl, therefore I'm worthless.More Like This
I am a disappointment to my parents.
I am a thing to be sold for profit.
I am property to a stranger.
I am a body used for the pleasure of men.
I am a slave to my promised husband.
These are the only things I'm allowed to say.
If I say anything else I will be punished.
I shall face a punishment.
Several that no one should be allowed to face.
I fear all of it.
But sadly, it would be nothing new.
I shall be punished for simply taking a breath.
I wish to take my final one.
I "belong" in the kitchen, after all.
I have possession of the knife.
This decision shall finally be mine.
My fear melts away, and my neck turns cold.
I shall take my freedom...
Yes, I have taken it.
However, it was not by means of bloodshed.
It was not by means of "relief."
It was by means of struggle.
It was by by means of the impossible.
No longer shall I hide my face behind blu
hey...I would like to ask for forgiveness... For my last journal, I mean...More Like This
It's true, I tried to attempt, but... It failed... So I'm still here and I just got out from hospital where the wifi was so bad (connected 5 seconds and then offline).
So... Yeah... Like I talked with some people and said I wouldn't do it, but the matter is I'm still here. I don't know if it's good or bad, but anyway.
So... Forgive me...
Road to HappinessThe road leading to happiness.More Like This
What do you think it looks like?
Full of flowers, birds singing, rainbows, clouds, sweet scent,... ?
Then, you will never find happiness if you think this.
Happiness is the darkest road to take.
It is also the longest one.
Happiness is a road which leads to paradise ; so the road won't be it.
The colors of happiness are dark, deep, creepy, frightening.
But it's this way for one reason : to prove you're strong enough to fight until the end.
Happiness says "when you want to give up, it's because I'm just here a step further".
Before getting to happiness, you have to know what it's not.
So then, you can enjoy it to its fullest.
Happiness means destruction before creation.
If you're someone suffering because of your present.
It means your road to happiness has just begun.
It means you'll keep on suffering, but look, the end is near.