So close I could almost touch youI am so ridiculously excited I don't even know where to begin, Well maybe from where we left off shall we?More Like This
So yea let's get this started (1.) Video games my anti-real life well E3 came and passed as far as I'm aware aaaaaannnnnndddd nothing, nothing even peeked my interest it's all pretty much sequel this prequel that blah blah blah on other games related news just bought a bunch of t-shirts from the Bethesda store (holy crap they are so freaking comfortable ^_^) and have commissioned a silversmith in Russia (yea an international artisan how classy is that shit) to make a few BoS (Brotherhood of Steel: a faction from the fallout series they think of themselves as knights paladins and all around nice guys… sometimes and they might be a little obsessed with advanced technology) pendants so all in all that's freaking awesome!
This is my number 2 (2.) work and stuff well as we speak I'm on the tail end of 2 solid weeks on duty (FML) bu
17 Days and countingHellllllllllo children it's three dog here bow wow hows everybody doing? so a few things are happening in my life. one: i'm playing fallout 3 a lot thus the quote. ^ two: it looks like there is a light at the end of my government servitude tunnel (f*%king finally). three: It looks like i have the options of a number of jobs here or well... wherever the hell i want and i can start the day after i finish up my current job. four : the very lovely lady i am currently trying to court is popping up to my neck of the woods for a week or so in seventeen days, so i'm REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEAAAAAAAAAAALLLLLLYYYYY excited about it ^_^ and last but not least five: i've totally regained motivation to do EVERYTHING again, i suppose its okay to go through a day on autopilot every now and then but not months, its pretty bad when you can autopilot pretty much every aspect of life but thats all done and dusted now, and soon enough it will be a new chapter of my life hopefully a lot less doom and gloom andMore Like This
Maybe the magic 8-ball was right?I've found this wonderful girl She is so very amazing, we click so well and have so much in common, she has an amazing personality, an amazing body and smile, she makes me so happy just by talking via messenger, and she has an awesome way of looking at things, I think that she is absolutely beautiful, she's an amazing video game player and has even beat me hands down at a strategy game skirmish match (no easy feat even for experienced players) she calms my mind when things get rough and life starts getting me down, to say that I have fallen for her charms and wit would be an understatement, I've gone hook line and sinker after this girl and we both know it. And as far as I know she is falling for me, and the only thing that is keeping us apart is distance my job chains me to one town and her duty to her family to another.More Like This
I wish so desperately for a happy ending to this story.
Ask me later what happens in this tale of two geeks.

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The light is starting to shine in my heart
My hair swirls in the wind around my face as I look forward
I start to run
Autumn leaves falling around me
The ground letting me push all my pain into it with every leap and bound
Me breath is strong and steady
My mind is free
My heart is free
I am getting stronger
And I am running into battle