I'm doing 'okay'White; lights that strain underneath the old roof,More Like This
Look on at the sanguine laughter around.
Of no accord I am just like the coin. Bruised
from the rough fondling of foreign hands.
My mind has moved on since then- it
glides. It's seen the past in its entirety and
knows that it's wrong to view it with a disposition
that can only truly be viewed as unforgiving.
Once muse crept silent through this stark landscape
with a smile. To flock and dance with the nightingales
was her only wish before changing moments in time,
when Nature's smile would no longer suffice or remedy.
A resolve can only be found outside,
In the beauty of often so little,
that waits for us with open heart and arms,
to embrace us- and lift us further up.
You Still Don't Love MeBloody needles and broken hearts.More Like This
Bandaged, ripped and split apart.
Stitched and healing like a dream.
Reality hits and tears at the seams.
Died to lie and protect an indelible sin.
Dead for a lie of a love deep as skin.
A dull knife carves the deepest scars.
Trapped in a mind lost in never ending wars.
Look deep into my eyes and tell me what you see.
I've been dead this whole time and you still don't love me.
The Secret-KeeperHe's hiding something,More Like This
You can see it in his eyes
And the way he silently wanders-
Pulling you into his web of lies.
There's something he won't say
Because he's afraid to cause you pain.
But he hurt you once, he'll do it twice.
After all, he has nothing else to gain.
Trust me, you don't want to know.
Just too bad you've been a fighter for so long.
And you have to see what stands in the way
Of your life returning, full and strong.
When you found out why he had to leave,
It really felt that nothing could get worse.
He hates it when he sees you cry,
But he should've known-
It's just the Secret-Keeper's Curse.
I LIED...More Like This
I feel so empty
I am not whole.
I feel so numb
Without a heart or soul.
I feel out of place
In this world of care.
I feel at home
In my own dark lair.
I feel so useless
Like a person without a future.
I feel so unimportant
Like the background of a picture.
I feel so tired
Yet I've done nothing but sleep.
I feel so fatigued
When my alarm clock beeps.
I feel so depressed
Even when I am with everyone.
I feel so sad
When everyone else is having fun.
I feel like I have no family
I am like a maid that is not paid.
I feel like I am alone
Like I have no one to come to my aid.
I feel so old
But I am so young.
I feel close to my end
But I have just begun.
Every single day
I say that I feel fine.
Well, I LIED
Almost every single time.
ChokingChoking on my words,More Like This
I just can't breathe
when your touch goes right through me
A cold caress
straight through my skin,
you capture and bestill my beating heart
It's like a dream
of drowning in my own blood,
and expelling my emotions in is deepest color
The kind that will stain,
a hue of agression and mixed feelings
that I just don't understand
Maybe I don't want to,
maybe I'm just having night terrors
in your absence
But in your presence
they brush me with their realistic paint brush,
harshening with their bristles on every stroke
To be or not to beI fell in love with your eyes,More Like This
two shooting stars in perfect unison.
So bright and full of wishes yet to be fulfilled
I fell in love with your lips,
simple lines curved make mine do the same.
That simple gesture can make my night
I fell in love with your touch,
intertwined in passion and lonliness.
Leaving me breathless, longing for more
I fell in love with your voice,
choirs of angels would be left in astonishment.
Nothing quite compares to your lullablies
I simply fell in love with you,
two souls lost in eachothers past.
Til death forbid us to be
Poison ThoughtsMore Like This
You act so worried, my love
I could never harm you
I could never harm anyone
With whom I am close
It would be a crime; an evil beyond repairing
But there is one person
I have every right to harm
Because she is horrible, nasty
Degrading in body and spirit
Because she is far from perfect
Laughing at me in the mirror
Making me do these things I shouldn't
Ah, I see the shock in your eyes now
Don't worry, sweetheart
You can have the knife back soon
Just let me finish tearing out
The cruelest part of my heart
I could never harm you...no, never
But you can't stop me
From harming myself
From making you happier
Without this black stain; this miserable
Excuse of a human being
Bottle's ProposalYou are no longer loved by them.More Like This
no longer are you wanted here.
Come with me, my darling,
to a painless world void of fear.
Come. Come. Hurry now.
It's not like anyone will miss you.
Your solemn hardened pretty face,
or heart of despised virtues.
Why hold to this wretched world?
The one where you don't belong.
Abused, insulted, abandoned.
Does pain give you pleasure?
How sick. How wrong.
You loathe this existence,
struggling for each breath.
Every day a fight for reason,
or else to plummet to your death.
So come with me, sweet darling.
Accept my proposal, my love.
Pop off my lid and empty.
Seal our marriage in blood.