Stupid LoveI'm a sucker for love.More Like This
What can I say?
One broken heart after another.
Still searching for love til this very day.
I want to hold love to my chest.
But it seems I can never keep a strong grip.
Distance loves to torture me.
Who can honestly ever afford a trip?
I want to show someone all my loyalty.
As my eyes fall in desire at their gaze.
But sometimes we just end up being broken hearted.
Love is such a dreadful maze.
Unchosen LoveThey say nice guys finish last.More Like This
Though having a big heart is just the same.
What I feel comes along the lines of;
Wanting someone that you desire greatly.
But never being chosen to let such a dream come true.
It's so hard to convince oneself that you're the only one in their eyes.
When we all know there's no such thing.
When there's always another human from not afar.
A predator that's about to attack our sweet prey.
Someone else always steps into the picture.
There's always someone else.
Taking away your spot as if you never had one.
When you've been standing there for so long.
We stay in denial about such a truthful fact til such a scene happens.
Anger we feel once our own eyes lay upon the fresh human.
Jealousy we feel as we now feel like dirt as the new one shines brightly.
Love is hard without a doubt and it sometimes continues to be for some of us.
We ask ourselves, where did we do wrong?
Were we not enough?
Was this only ment to be temporary?
Each time love rejects me.
Deep HateEverything I have held closeMore Like This
Is taken away every day
Stolen by a change in loyalty
All my fault, of course
I am criticised, tormented, ignored
Once a friend but not anymore
Stolen by a twist in my heart
My fault, but why
Would I twist my own heart?
Because I want it to bleed
And wash out my mind in my blood
Then maybe I would be freed
From the change in my mind, if
My blood was pure
I’ve never found such a deep hate
In this heart and its killing my
Killing me to see that my company
Was a waste of time- so replaceable
Replaceable because when I find
A shred of sanity in my mind
I wonder why I’m the one here
How many people what to break me?
Shattered like broken china
Anybody close hurts me and
Gets along fine and
Leaves me where I stand
Tell me it’s my fault
Why not douse me in salt
And leave my open wound
Stinging with the rest of my mind
Because you know I’ll be glad of it
I’m sorry ok, if that’s what you want
I’m sorry I was ever close