10 Years AfterI write these words 10 years after I joined DAMore Like This
thank you very much for your support friends, I appreciate all the comments
it's been an Amazing journey
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FairytalesI'm older now,More Like This
so what should I believe in?
Is there anything real anymore?
My life is moving past me
like reels of an older film
but I can't tell if what I'm watching
is supposed to give me answers or not.
Maybe my question are what's wrong
and that I should just believe everything
I did when I was a child.
I was happier then, but
I was immature. I believed in
things that don't exist.
Things that have realities in them
but are not real themselves.
I believed in everything my parents told me
and that's not to say it was all lies
but why should I pretend that
none of it was?
I'm too old to believe in fairytales and magic
and infinite happy endings.
I don't know what to believe anymore.
My mentality is "fuck it"
if it's real, then I'll feel it
and it's fake I won't.
I don't have the time to have my belief
broken by someone else.
I believed I knew things yesterday that
turned out to be false.
I thought things that turned
out to be imaginary.
I don't know what to believe anymore,
I just kn
HungerI'm tired of running, and tired of huntingMore Like This
My mind is losing focus and I'm dying for something
To make my mind off track like a bad concussion
I just don't wanna end up living and dying for nothing
I'm slowly losing the hunger that earlier kept me going strong
But since I'm still going, does this make my motives wrong?
Or does it mean that I've been dying of hunger all along?
I'm hurting through it all, like dead rappers graffiti over walls
Especially where I come from, but that's not what most people saw
In suburbia they probably washed them paintings off with Holy water hose
Deeming Rap music "evil" the same way they did with al their foes
I'm in need of a break, from being the tyrant of this campus's spirit
My voice is perpetuating melody of all of us blacks here so when you hear it
Just remember that it's for a specific audience, but do not fear it
It's simply the intuition of those men written about in the spirituals
So when others are losing fire and hunger, let my writing
NobodyNobody wants to be that guy who always keeps it realMore Like This
especially when it hurts the way that most people feel
Nobody wants to be that guy that's enlightening all the time
and has to break down even his most simplistic rhymes
Nobody wants to be the guy who freely speaks his mind
because everybody else wants to be confined to modern times
Nobody wants to be the guy who does the right thing
even if it means fighting injustice through his writing
Nobody wants to be that guy who helps out his team
but then never gets to go and live out his dreams
Nobody wants to be the guy who comforts all the afflicted he sees
unfortunately that means that nobody wants to be me