None of YouI have scars that none of you see,More Like This
Because they are so deep inside of me.
Memories of the good things and of the bad,
Only make me realize what I've never again have.
Tears of sorrow and blood of mine,
They don't make me feel better, and neither will time.
Don't say it's fine, don't say it's okay,
Because I know it's not, no matter how hard I pray.
God has abandoned me, like everyone else will,
But I smile, laugh… Still.
I can remember conversations that I've had,
Each and every word, mostly the bad.
None of you seem to know how I feel,
Because none of you know what is real.
When you come to realize that everything wrong is your mistake,
You'll come to the conclusion that everything I am is fake.
When I cry in the darkness of my bedroom and try to go to sleep,
Nothing but death can ease me from my screams.
Even death wouldn't be able to save me from all of this,
It would be just another game, another corrupted twist.
If someone would look into my eyes,
They would see all my woeful sigh