A spoonful of honestyI fear that I have become so accustomed to tragedy that I no longer know how to live without it. And although the seasons change, they remain the same year after year. A scared, quiet girl sitting alone in a pastel painted cell, trapped by the knowledge of who she was, the dream of who she wants to be, with no idea of who she is.More Like This
We all lie, sometimes. Whether its to make excuses or to rationalise our decisions and situations, we all falsify our existence to get by. Ive fought what I am for so long now that Ive become everything I feared I would be.
I am the best thing my mother has ever done, and I have failed her. So who do we blame, or are enough fingers already stretched out and pointing that it doesnt matter anymore?
I dont talk about it much, but the thing that hinders me most is my fear of whats inside of me. For there, in the darkness of my flesh and bone, my genetic makeup decides an uncertain future. Sometimes, when Im alone or trying
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like splintering a
your knuckles to
make a spider
web and then
off the blood
around your tongue
matter how hard
find a single
of Pepto Bismal.
PromiseDon't you remember?More Like This
We have been together for a long time
You're always cheerish me when I'm down
You're always on my side when I need you
You're always smiling for me
Even when you feel pain in your heart
But why? Why I just realised it now?
My feelings towards you
And your feelings towards me
Why I realised it,
When you're far, far away from me?
When we may not meet again?
Pray to the star on the sky
Pray to evey star on the sky
Please, allow me to meet him again
Just once more
I want to tell him everything
Every of my feelings
I believe if we will meet again
Cause you have promised me
You will come back to me
No matter how far we separated
Our heart will always together forever
My heart is always with you
And your heart is always with me
Until that day comes,
Day when we meet again
I will wait for you
No matter how long I have to wait
I don't care
I will always wait for you
Aww I love himmI used to walk alone,More Like This
With a lonely eagle soring high above me.
Not no more!
That eagle learned to live.
It learned to love!
Feel the need to live.
Live side by side with that one person.
No more holes,
No more cuts,
Just him and me.
Love and faith.
No longer will i have a feeling of lonelyness.
i have him!
He will love and protect me as long as i live.
I can finaly say,
I... AM ...HAPPY!!
My SixYoure my number oneMore Like This
Because its my heart youve won
Youre always at the top
And when you call my name you cause my heart to stop
Every second with you
Is something magical and new
And every moment together
I wish could last forever
And my number two
Ill always love you
You give me confidence when I feel I cant go on
Youre my rock and support even while youre gone
Its not quite romance
Just two best friends caught in a trance
When times get rough its from your arms that I cant pull away
Its so much easier to stay
My number three
My best girl youll always be
From all the gossip to the shopping
I know this friendship wont be stopping
Boy adviser extraordinaire
Is also the best hair-dresser anywhere
To my soul sister
Im confident that someday youll find your perfect mister
Time spent with my number four
Is never a bore
Hes comical and amusing
Many are annoyed with all the nicknames he
EverlastI want this hold to go on foreverMore Like This
Don't let go; I'm in your grasp
Tighter now, and don't look back,
Keep me close... everlast.
Feeling your heartbeat racing mine
Your arms wrapped around me;
This feeling is sublime
My eyes draw shut, forgetting my past
Keep me close... everlast.