
A spoonful of honestyI fear that I have become so accustomed to tragedy that I no longer know how to live without it. And although the seasons change, they remain the same year after year. A scared, quiet girl sitting alone in a pastel painted cell, trapped by the knowledge of who she was, the dream of who she wants to be, with no idea of who she is.More Like This
We all lie, sometimes. Whether its to make excuses or to rationalise our decisions and situations, we all falsify our existence to get by. Ive fought what I am for so long now that Ive become everything I feared I would be.
I am the best thing my mother has ever done, and I have failed her. So who

new cherry peptoand theseMore Like This
thoughts feel
like splintering a
window pane
with
your knuckles to
make a spider
web and then
licking
off the blood
warm and
red like
liquid rose
petals
drenched
in iron
and salt
twisting
copper
crimson
scarlet
around your tongue
burning
your
heart with
nausea and
indigestion
and no
matter how hard
you
try
search
ravage
you'll
never
find a single
craved
coveted
pink
drop
of Pepto Bismal.

PromiseDon't you remember?More Like This
We have been together for a long time
You're always cheerish me when I'm down
You're always on my side when I need you
You're always smiling for me
Even when you feel pain in your heart
But why? Why I just realised it now?
My feelings towards you
And your feelings towards me
Why I realised it,
When you're far, far away from me?
When we may not meet again?
I pray
Pray to the star on the sky
Pray to evey star on the sky
Please, allow me to meet him again
Once more
Just once more
I want to tell him everything
Every of my feelings
I believe
I believe if we will meet again
Cause you have promised me
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Aww I love himmI used to walk alone,More Like This
With a lonely eagle soring high above me.
Not no more!
That eagle learned to live.
It learned to love!
Better yet,
FEEL!
Feel the need to live.
Live side by side with that one person.
No more holes,
No more cuts,
Or erasers!
Just him and me.
Love and faith.
No longer will i have a feeling of lonelyness.
i have him!
He will love and protect me as long as i live.
I can finaly say,
I... AM ...HAPPY!!

My SixYoure my number oneMore Like This
Because its my heart youve won
Youre always at the top
And when you call my name you cause my heart to stop
Every second with you
Is something magical and new
And every moment together
I wish could last forever
And my number two
Ill always love you
You give me confidence when I feel I cant go on
Youre my rock and support even while youre gone
Its not quite romance
Just two best friends caught in a trance
When times get rough its from your arms that I cant pull away
Its so much easier to stay
My number three
My best girl youll alw