I ForgetThe words are right thereMore Like This
Hanging in the strands of my gray hair
This problem is something I can’t bear
I just can’t reach them, this illness is unfair
Who’s that? I remember that face
Where am I? I remember this place
My memory is losing the race
As past knowledge dies with no trace
Who am I? What’s my name?
Why can’t I win this twisted game?
This disease is all to blame
It leaves me frustrated, burning like a flame
My brain is empty and no answers are coming out
I stomp my feet and start to pout
This is some sick memory drought
Wait, what was I thinking about?
I shake my head and pick up a photo
Who’s that pretty lady in it, though?
There’s no resemblance to show
But those eyes have a familiar glow
I ask the nurse who’s standing by the door
After showing it to her, her face grows red, more and more
Of course, I don’t know that I’ve seen her before
Or that she’s my sister Lenore
I drop the picture and walk away
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3 years as this account and maybe a year or two on my old one but I forgot the password so I started fresh.
What does your username mean?
It was originally SorasNightshade. I made that username because I used to be a huge Sora fangirl and I was always jealous of people making their usernames like "Sorasgirlfriend" or "SorasLover" and I wanted something unique and something that fit my title. It was kinda like a dominance thing (lol) because I wanted to show how much of a Sora fangirl I really was (even though that didn't last forever). The Nightshade part is my so called other me. She's a neko version of myself who has the powers of a black cat and she's just... very chaotic. It's a long story but Nightshade is my alter ego. Later on this past year I changed it to ColossusNightshade because I wasn't very happy with my old username (since my Sora fangirlness went away). I didn't have the need to have it be SorasNightshade anymore.