depression stuffs?????????alright well i've still been thinking about the possibility of having depression and i haven't gone to get it diagnosed yet, but i just wanted to bring up this possibilityMore Like This
i'm pretty sure if i have any kind of depression at all it's probably dysthemia???? which is the mildest chronic depression i guess
i don't have suicidal thoughts and i'm scared to harm myself and i don't think things like wanting to end it all but im just so................ sad.............. and exhausted and tired and weak and uncaring all the time
so i looked it up and it seems possible. i've got the symptoms like fatigue, loss of appetite, headaches, loss in interests i used to love (like drawing),,,,, i still love to draw but i've realized i'm a lot careless about it now ghgfdjk
idk like i've said before it could all just be a mix of anxiety and hormones and not depression but i guess i won't figure out til i go get it checked!!! ...which i have no idea when i'll do because i've got so much going on right n
shrek rehearsalSo I have to go to the first Shrek dress rehearsal today and I am terribly afraid. I am doing this guys make up and idk I am just afraid. I'm afraid he is going to try to talk to me and I say something weird as a joke and he throws me off a bridge, or we sit there for an hour in silence as I touch his face and hair. Advice anyone o_oMore Like This
Pls. I know its stupid to get so afraid of stuff like this but I am and I know I shouldn't be. But doesn't everybody feel this way at some point in there life .-.