Bipolar BalanceOur being is never forever
Our lives begin in a vulnerable child
So we make haste to make it fuller
But should not forget all the while
Our life is not a goal
But a road for out souls
We ride this road and learn
To laugh, to cry, to ravage, to burn
A search for happiness is futile
When a balance is much more worthwhile
The extent of our emotions show
The being inside we try to know
We feel joy and also pain
From both, so much can be gained
So sob when you cry
Laugh when you smile
Our feelings and life only last for a while
What is like to disre to expirewhat it feelsMore Like This
like to desire
it feels as if
all you can
do is fake a smile
and no matter
My familyMy familyMore Like This
I have stood tall
through all pains
my tears were only
my guilt i shoved
i staid strong when you all
BUT! now its my turn
I need your help
I need to hide
and turn inside out
i need to cry
i need to yell
i need to blame
someone other than
so my family
its your turn
to help me
Whats bothering me?Whats bothering me?More Like This
is the question
I have so many answers
I hate the way i look
the way i feel
how i hurt everyone
how im always wrong
how everything is my
how im too weak
supposed to be getting better?
no i dont feel like that
I want my blades i want
but NO i wont
Cause that is what is bothering me
Not my mommyWhen we talkedMore Like This
i wanted to say
that i hated you
but i love to much
well at least today
my mind it yells that
you are not my
but my soul wants you to stay
i miss you but i hate you
my mind is hurting
and im slowly falling
i wanted you to know
that yes i love you
but no your not my mommy
getting betterI feel broken battered beaten and tornMore Like This
but i feel as if
I don't get much sleep
i don't cry anymore
I haven't seen any cuts or bruises
but it makes me
miss them so much more
my brain never stops
and my heart never skips a beat
I want to bash my head into a wall
but im getting better
so no sharp things no fire or metal
I have to be careful
not to get bruises or
they'll think i started again
Missing youSo last bight i wokeMore Like This
with pain in my chest
not that i was sick or
but something worse
I have been so cold
to my family
I told them to go to hell
and i said that they were wrong
I realized i miss you more than anyone
and i just want your kisses
I just want to have you hold me
I want to smile at nothing
and i just miss you
I love you
I am that nobody girlI've done it againMore Like This
let it all break me
I lost what i was trying to
but i know i wont
amount to it
well at least for a long
as i live
maybe one day
when im gone
they will see
and realize i have been
and nothing seems
to make it
but maybe one
will actually miss me
but for now
that is never
who is just
cause i will
amount to be anything
I sit curledI sit curled in a ballMore Like This
trying not to cry
I miss everyone
but right now i have to
the only things i know make me
bring feelings that i
I cruel up and close
feeling these stupid
tears roll down my face
but really i just want you and him here
you were my best-friend
and he made me happy
but i know that's not gonna happen
cause your over 2 thousand
and he is not liked by either of my parents
and i guess
i am gonna cry until
my tears turn into blood
Taxicab Romance - 6 Hour Long PleasureIt was a typical day for Rex. He drove his taxi around New York City with customers entering and leaving the vehicle. In some way, Rex felt different tonight. Usually when he finishes work, he’d arrive to an empty home with no lover to share his bed with, but he thought about love and how it could create a positive turning point in his life.More Like This
“Thank you for the ride.” The elderly wolf spoke. She handed Rex ten dollars and got out of the taxicab with her handbag.
“Have a nice day, ma’am!” Rex said satisfied. He began driving through busy streets to find another customer. Since it was almost midnight, the streets of New York City weren’t as populated like in the morning and noon.
With yet no luck in finding a customer, Rex brainstormed his ideal lover. It was difficult doing so while keeping concentration on the road.
Rex’s peripheral vision noticed a teenager on a sidewalk signaling him to pull his vehicle over.
“Stop!” The teen
Barbershop - Full Body Trim With LoveMore Like This
This day was a leap forward to a bright future for River. He opened up to his family about being homosexual, and decided to treat himself to a fur trim. Never had he felt so good. All the weight of his secrets finally broke the floor of shame and spilled out for everybody to know. Luckily, he was accepted by his peers and family since the twenty-first century acknowledged those who went against the norm.
The reason the teen went to a barbershop was because he was planning a night out. Now he could shamelessly go to any gay club or pub without worries of being spotted by someone he knew. He wanted to look groomed in order to meet somebody special.
Just when River entered Bolton’s Barbershop, a bell rang to alert staff of an incoming customer, “Hello!” A mysterious wolf greeted, “I am Bolton, the owner of this shop!” He introduced.
River smiled, “I’m River.”
Both wolves shook paws and took a seat on a thick leather couch, “So
**Feature Friday** Traditional: Wild AnimalsThis is unfortunately late, as always >.<More Like This
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Leopard drawing by ~Muggi93Peacock by ~Hellyleigh
Desperation by ~shonechackoThe Golden King by =FinchwingTiger Completed by ~dwjanzenAlaska by =BlackwolfSilverpaw
Running Wolf by =TigresaDainaLazy jaguar by =TigresaDainaGrey Wolf Face by ~ChargeThunder
The Traveler by ~CristinaPenescuHunger by ~CristinaPenescuInto the Light by ~CristinaPenescu
Burning Bright by =AnnMarieBonePipe Cleaner Wolf by ~afiritiThe Key to Life by *ArtistTaylorAnn
Black, White and Rainbow by ~CourtneyBlatchPhotoColourful Emotions by ~CourtneyBlatchPhoto:thum
Thick IceWhen I was little I was told to conceal everything and stay away from the person I cared for the most, my sister, Anna. It was pretty big. I didn’t know how to handle it. I stayed in my room for most of my time. I could constantly hear Anna on the other side either trying to persuade me to come and play or knocking on the door. She would play just out front of the door so I could hear. I was so tempted to go join her but I had to keep her safe...from me. As the years went by she slowly started to give up and all together stopped. Many people believed that it was unhealthy for me to stay up in my room all day with no human contact. Little did they know I was not alone.More Like This
“Do you wanna build a snowman?” asked a hopeful Anna through the thick mahogany door.
“Go away Anna,” I yelled back making it clear I wasn’t interested.
I heard her footsteps lead off down the hall. I sighed and placed my head on the desk. A tear rolled down my cheek and onto my dress.
OvercomingOvercomingMore Like This
The valley of darkness
Nightmares haunt me
Mistakes beat me
Sin chains me
There seems to be
No escape from it
Or a hiding place
Not all as it seems
There is a Light
That can’t be extinguished
Not by nightmares
That hope, that life
No matter how small or hard
Is a gift, a blessing
That hope rescues me
It chases the nightmares away
It heals me
It frees me
That hope is
A Savior that
People misunderstood, beaten,
Hated, betrayed, mocked,
With Satan wanting Him dead
He loved, healed,
Cared, told the truth,
Brought life, freed others
He beat death and offers
Love, hope and life
To anyone who asks
He is the Son of man,
The Son of God,
My Savior and Love
He is Jesus Christ
EnemyI stand before my dreams,More Like This
but my mind is the limit to which I can reach them.
I'm held back with chains,
each link forged from one thought;
keeping me bound,
leaving my body to strain against their hold
Although my dreams are my own,
my drive to fufill them is not.
I stand alone as my own barrier,
only i can stop myself,
only I can help myself;
I'm my own worst enemy
Childish ThingsWhy d'you wanna change? I used to love the wayMore Like This
you'd play your games with me.
You say we're old enough, It's time to rid ourselves
of all these childish things.
Words will set a scene, so I recite my lines
like no-one's listening.
You say it's make believe, but I believe that you can
Make it real to me.
Be a child with me tonight.
We'll fall in love or start a fight.
I don't remember wrong from right,
but I remember us.
Mend your broken wings so you can fly away
and leave me in the dirt.
You dreamt of greater things, now you're saying that was
all they ever were.
Do you fear the pass of time? Do you remember when
it all grew so unkind?
When stars were more than lights? That was back before
the wonder left our sights.
Be a child with me tonight.
We'll fall in love, we'll start a fight.
I don't remember wrong from right,
but I remember us.
I don't know what was worse,
Hollow or full of words.
There's a smile there behind your eyes
like you remember us.
You can dream aloud here.
You can d
Rave New WorldRave New WorldMore Like This
From Huxley's novel, "Brave New World"
In the style of Tagorean* verse
I often wonder what world this is, that I have come to. The third world, maybe? All the
Vestiges of underdevelopment, vividly lying before our eyes. And what a sight to see.
Garbage and leftover food on the streets, much of it at the bases of waste baskets.
There are coffee shops and cafes here and there, but some are in the strangest places__
Auto repairs, petrol pumps, taxi stands...
Every where where the simpler commoner soul can reach, but sadly,
It lies out of reach of us high-borns.
I sit in one for only a second or two, and they wander in [mayhap from a gutter
At the crossroad?] and rave. Over all and sundry, but nothing worth a penny.
What world is this, at last. I think I know it now.
It is a Rave new world.
UntitledThat frozen stareMore Like This
That frozen smile
That frozen heart
Laying in a pool of blood
My tears falling upon your frozen beauty
Holding you close as my body shakes
Sobbing wrecks my whole self
My heart breaking into a million billion pieces
My whole self ripped out and dashed upon the wall
Screaming to the heavens and asking why
Nobody answers me
I lay alone at night curled up tight
My body shaking even under the covers
My tears stain the pillow and sheets
Each day my mind is filled with you
Each day I die a little more inside
Each day my heart breaks a little more
MotherMotherMore Like This
Can no longer
Hold my hand
I pray you always
Hold my heart
You're a reason
That it beats
One that shall
Never fall apart
You're all I have
To keep me whole
Even when one day
I must part
When chaos comes
I will remember
Inside my heart
Two FacedOn the right you seemMore Like This
Perfect and clean;
But your left is cold,
Full of scars that grow old.
You're a two faced liar
You make me wanna scream
If you get any higher
You'll wish it was a dream
You can't hold this facade
One mistake and you will fall
Good try on this endeavour
But you have just lost it all
Beware the truth you hide
All you cover up with a lie
Just wait your fall can't be too far,
It will hurt just like the bitch you are.
Away From YouTravelling down this endless road,More Like This
Moving further away from home,
Street signs are flying by;
Wish you were at my side.
Street lights shine on the way,
Brings me back to the day
When we were young, without fear
With no care, you were here.
Be safe when I get back,
I pray to you God;
She is the only thing I lack
When I'm away from home.
Every call and every text
Remind me of the times I missed;
Chances to be with you,
Even with nothing to do.
As I go, you're on my mind,
Looking back when I have time.
When we finally turn around,
Thoughts of you become sound.
I know we are where we're supposed to be,
But it hurts just the same.
Every prayer and line are for you.
MasqueradeIn this place, we like to hide;More Like This
Push our failings to the side.
With a mask we hide our face,
Restricting us to a tiny space.
Welcome to the masquerade of life;
Nothing is wrong, nothing is right.
Prisoners of our own disguise,
To lose the mask reveals our lies.
No one knows who they are:
This Charade has gone too far.
A speck of truth, within this crowd,
A shattered mask is much too loud.
Don't be fooled by this spell
Many have been and they fell.
This masquerade has doomed us all.
The Path of a Lone WolfThe Path of a Lone Wolf.More Like This
There is no rougher route.
Be it storm and blizzards to bear.
Without the slightest assurance.
Teeth gleaming to be sure.
Slips and claws to make sure.
Survival of a pack is endured.
Lone wolves stand but never wish to be.
Never wish to be alone.
But it makes the universe all the more
To protect under any weather.
Understanding War4:30 amMore Like This
War I don’t understand it
War against my neighbors I can’t consolidate it
War upon my soul I can’t negotiate it
War with others why even pursue it
Exodus the genes of such downfall
For why do we require such a feat?
Only needed in the most hopeless of times
So if that may be the only reason
Then why would we ever resort to this
War is despicable to this life
Our kind does not truly desire it
Only trapped within the eyes of a flame
Yearning to deal with such drastic tame
Making us slaves to its process
A forbidden tribulation to the shadows
Supposed to be locked away
Within our deepest treads
War is not meant to be surfaced
Upon the eyes of mortals
We should not be the ones in denial
Who would bear such infernal carnage?
The horrors war has done
Sadly only until all have relinquished
The tools that have encouraged
Shall we finally attain a world without war?
A world where it remains lore
To be only unleashed
When we have been far harassed
Drunk Off DesperationAct like an imbecileMore Like This
Just so you can hide your soul
It’s a shameful sort of suppression cell
What kind of person would ado like so
To cage a man who thinks he’s right
To a recluse of redemption holding a sash
To bind a woman who thinks she’s left
To a cruel fate all like a mash
Acting like two imbeciles
The youth still play it cool
Just to be sure to hide their souls
What kind of people would play such roles?
Are they by race or by cities.
Could it be the climate or durations.
Over the rainbow and across the horizons.
In the end times of one's universal light.
Breaking apart and reforming is a valid point.
But there comes days and nights when one must realize,
Where they originated from.
In order to strengthen the rest that are broken.
All for one and another for all.
Pieces Above The WaterfallJust let me moveMore Like This
Steady at this pace
Life is too much to take
All in at once
Friends have flown like eagles ahead
Some snail behind
Everyone has their own speed
To take them where they need
Rivers overflowing across waterfalls
Tears as fast as the rainfalls
Each drip containing downfalls
Of worries no one recalls
Because we that are left
Are moving against the downstream
Far away from the end
Always hoping for a new beginning
Where love is everywhere
From here to the shores
With streets lined of people near
Would be a most wondrous year
What exactly are my tasks?
I reflect them straight from the flask
Why do you wear such a mask?
Of questions from your doubts
When was life so heavy?
Full of puzzles and riddles
What happens when we drop?
All the masquerades about
Will it not be easier?
Could the weather not speak?
As if parent to child
That love is everywhere we listen
Peace with ourselves across the premier
Pieces of us we must track
Upon to get treasures
That only yourself can retriev
She Walks In LightShe walks in light down darkened pathsMore Like This
Despite the demons that hide within
She pays no mind to their siren calls
Nor a glance toward them does she send
With each and every burdened step
She knows the task she must complete
Though heavy fate rests on her shoulders
She can not stop to rest her feet
Through the shadows all around her
She must carry on
Even though she's terrified
Until the glowing break of dawn
Within us all the darkness lies
Afraid of light inside our souls
It's for us to shine that light
For us to make ourselves whole.
-Illuminate the darkness.
Lost GirlI couldn't save youMore Like This
I can't protect
Because at every turn
You spurn and reject
Your life is yours
The choices you make
Yet you've no love
For the life you waste
For what it's worth
I hope you rise
Defeat the chaos within
Everything I despise
Forgive my anger
And the hatred shows
But I don't believe in you
Your heart I don't know
You're forever lost
As you climb your way
I won't be waiting
Even when you find a new day.