Bipolar BalanceOur being is never forever
Our lives begin in a vulnerable child
So we make haste to make it fuller
But should not forget all the while
Our life is not a goal
But a road for out souls
We ride this road and learn
To laugh, to cry, to ravage, to burn
A search for happiness is futile
When a balance is much more worthwhile
The extent of our emotions show
The being inside we try to know
We feel joy and also pain
From both, so much can be gained
So sob when you cry
Laugh when you smile
Our feelings and life only last for a while
Insomnia or the Cruelest ParalysisMore Like This
Insomnia or the Cruelest Paralysis
Nightmares VS Sleepless Kid
How loud the quietest of sounds seem, the creaking of a floorboard or the ticking of a clock a room away, at the time between the Witching Hour and the dawn, a time when you should be asleep.
We lie there, mind wide awake, analyzing the mundane in minute detail while the voice of frustration tells us to shut up and go to sleep. We try, but a million things forgotten through the week have all chosen thi
Trade 001Think what you want,More Like This
But I will never fall,
Mouth all your taunts,
But I will never stall,
I sit on my balcony tonight,
Waiting for you,
But I know with all my might,
That your death stays true,
My eyes cry,
While my heart burns,
But even as my thoughts run by,
My soul stays stern,
I see your ghost all the time,
Wandering and lost,
I still see the horrible crime,
That took you at a cost,
My family says I need to stop,
But why should I,
When I see your spirit disperse with a pop,
And tears enter my eyes,
I know I need to move on,
But it just hurt too much,
I stare upon the morning dawn,
Missing your touch,
Soon night comes in a blink,
And finally I find my strength,
The knife slides on my skin with a slink,
Soon I will shorten our bonds length.
Traverse Town is EmptyMission T2057More Like This
Search for complete beings for study concerning the recent restoration of the Worlds.
Haxisal cursed, looking around her. “This was meant to be an easy mission.” She spoke through gritted teeth, firing an arrow at the hoard of Heartless ahead of her. “Zoxey would be helpful right now...” She commented, seeing the masses of shadow that surrounded the mass of Shadows.
It had started off so well. She had gotten the mission, checked that she was properly stocked, and then set off. The World had seemed normal, if deserted, when she landed, but she had stayed on guard. After passing through the first three districts, she had found a hatch under that weird post box that had taken her to a strange post office, heading through which lead her to a large plaza with a fountain at one end. One wall was covered in a graffiti mural.
The Heartless had started to emerge then, lifting the large manhole cover and crawling out, amassing. Haxisal, knowing that she was
Blizzard or Aero?Aqua let her shoulders sag as she rounded the corner, out of sight of Ven. As much as she hated to admit it, sometimes the little guy became exhausting. She was starting to see why Terra had never objected to her taking him back to Disney Town after the first visit.More Like This
It had been three years now since the Worlds had been restored, and the three apprentices looked exactly as they had looked fourteen years ago. Back when Ven lost his heart in his battle against Vanitas, Aqua had fallen into the Realm of Darkness and Terra's body had been stolen by Xehanort. The three of them were living as they had done before in the now restored Land of Departure, Aqua taking the role of their trainer in place of Eraqus.
“Ven's never going to grow up is her?”
Survival instincts kicking in, Aqua was aiming a slice at the source of the voice even as she summoned her Keyblade, not even registering whose voice it was until she saw the other Keyblade moving to block her own weapon. She dismissed he
That Damn SongThat's the first time in a long time I've almost gotten through the entire song without crying. I didn't feel it until the last guitar piece right at the end, and I just broke down. I keep thinking I'm over you. I don't think about you for days on end. Then that disgustingly accurate song plays again, and I break apart. I don't know why you still affect me like this. I don't even TALK to you anymore, but I guess that's the problem. We don't talk, and I always wonder "what's he doing now?" I want to know if you still think of me, I guess. To know that the near year we dated, it left you with some scars, some imprints, some memories that you still miss.More Like This
I want you out of my life. I want the emotional scars that are the evidence of you ripping me apart gone and healed. I want to be done. I'm through with you.
JUST STOP PLAYING THAT SONG.
Thank You, Dear FriendsWhy am I still hereMore Like This
When I should be down
On the ground
Curled up in a ball
Feeling nothing but pain
Why are they still here
All of my friends
Surrounding me each day
Did I do something
To deserve to have them
I don't think so
But I am glad they are here
For without them
I would most certainly be broken
Thank you dear friends
For not turning your backs on me
Even when I am in my darkest hour
Fire with FireFight fire with fire,More Like This
Not anything more.
An eye for an eye.
Not an eye for a leg.
It only worsens the disagreements.
Continues the argument.
More than is fair.
too lateI want to apologize ,More Like This
I want you to know I didn't mean to,
Didn't mean to offend you.
It would just relive me a bit.
Relive me from this guilt.
I just don't know whether I should...
Welcome you back into my life...
It will only happen again.
This never ending cycle.
Never ending cycle.
Growing more serious by the second.
You block me...
But that's not what hurt...
What your dad said!
Why get him involved?
Now that is what hurt.
I'M NOT A WHIMSY COME AND GO FRIEND!
YOU LEFT ME! remember..
I would apologize...
But im afraid its already to late.
Little BluebirdLittle bluebird, you land on my windowsill.More Like This
To sing to me as I lay quite still.
You wake me in the morn, welcoming the day.
Yet when I lay my eyes upon you, you fly away.
Bluebird, Bluebird please sing to me.
I can't wait to hear your sweet melodies.
You brighten my day and make me smile.
Bluebird, my Bluebird please stay awhile.
Singer, dear Singer remember me.
As i see you fly into our Maple tree.
I hate to see you leave.
Oh why, oh why can't you stay with me.
My love, My love I saw you leave.
I saw you weren't well, but never worried.
When you left I said goodbye,
Never thinking you'd be so sly.
Departed, my departed I miss you so.
WHen you left what felt like ages ago.
But, I know you''l never feel woe.
For I know your dancing in the roads of gold.
As the sun...As the sun sets so does the day.More Like This
As the sun sets so does the oppurtunities.
As the sun sets so does the warmth
But when the sun sets, love emerges.
When the sun sets, the stars arise.
As the sun sets the moon smiles down on us.
As the sun sets the shadows carres our sleeping bodies.
As the sun sets the animals of the night come out.
As the sun sets the small towns sleep and the huge cities roar.
As the sun sets, a new world emerges.
Sing a song...Sing to me, A song of sorrowMore Like This
Sing it like, There is no tomorrow.
My heart is aching for this song
I haven't heard it for so long...
Sing to me, A song of Fire
Sing it like it is my desire
My head is burning for those words
The ones that are spoke, but rarely heard
Sing to me, A song of mourning
Sing it like the world isn't turning
My eyes are burning from the tears
As I am consumed by all my fears
Sing to me, A song of love
Sing it loud to heaven above
My hands are hurting from holding on
But I know that you are gone....
Sing to me, A song of Sorrow
Sing it because I'll be gone tomorrow....
HumanityWeak. Useless.More Like This
Flesh and blood are the chains that hold me down.
Emotions drive me mad.
Chemical torture devices that I cannot escape.
Nerves upon nerves.
Feeling everything at once, overloading, too much to take in.
I am no longer myself.
I see a stranger with a voice grating in his head, screaming, about to burst.
A whisper among the wails
of a way to numb the pain.
Nails tear through my heart and lungs.
Blood and breath are not what I need now.
I tear free of this body, this mass of nerves and emotions
and tissue driving it all,
And I see myself before me.
All of the things I no longer am.
All of which I no longer have use for.
I take one last look
and I am gone.
Two FacedOn the right you seemMore Like This
Perfect and clean;
But your left is cold,
Full of scars that grow old.
You're a two faced liar
You make me wanna scream
If you get any higher
You'll wish it was a dream
You can't hold this facade
One mistake and you will fall
Good try on this endeavour
But you have just lost it all
Beware the truth you hide
All you cover up with a lie
Just wait your fall can't be too far,
It will hurt just like the bitch you are.
Away From YouTravelling down this endless road,More Like This
Moving further away from home,
Street signs are flying by;
Wish you were at my side.
Street lights shine on the way,
Brings me back to the day
When we were young, without fear
With no care, you were here.
Be safe when I get back,
I pray to you God;
She is the only thing I lack
When I'm away from home.
Every call and every text
Remind me of the times I missed;
Chances to be with you,
Even with nothing to do.
As I go, you're on my mind,
Looking back when I have time.
When we finally turn around,
Thoughts of you become sound.
I know we are where we're supposed to be,
But it hurts just the same.
Every prayer and line are for you.