
feelings loomingThat feeling looms againMore Like This
Like a thick black cloud
Swallowing all the happiness
I cant understand this feeling
It wont go
I don't want to be upset
Lonely
Depressed
I want to be happy
Like i used to be
Before everything turned black
I have new friends
So i should be happy
I'm completely different around them
Happy
Bubbly
You would never think I'm depressed
But when i leave them
I sit alone
The thoughts swarm back
10x worse
They cover my entire body
I'm filled with hate
My once happy mood
now destroyed
I'm alone alot of the time
That's why I'm so crazy around my friends
I have fun
I smile
Because i know
The depression will take over once again