Tears drip from my face
salt stains my skin
my anger grows
with the drip drop of salty tears.
I always ask myself
"Why do I always have to be abused?"
I am not alone,
but I am the lone victim
of a long lasting vendetta,
a hatred that I have long since had.
The mirror, I see, to my soul grows darker
anger fills my veins
as I hold up a knife.
A voice screams "KILL!"
and another speaks calmly, "don't be rash"
As I drop the knife
I fall to my knees,
and sob silently.
All the people I hold dear
are to far away.
I have nobody,
not a person near,
that can help me.
help me stay safe.
My body is reckless,
and my mind is scared.
My fears will have taken over
and my life will come to an end,
as I drown in a river of sorrow.
True Bonding is when..... you and your friends talk all day about Tom Hiddleston, with no problems at all.More Like This
Now that's what I call a good day.
.you forget thatMore Like This
roses have thorns;
a prick of the
skin will tell you
that you're holding
her too tight
Rest In PeaceMore Like This
Oh, I'm sorry old friend,
we haven't met in a while.
How are things?
Is it goin' great up there?
I wish I had more time,
to spend with you,
heaven is a place on earth with you.
Now, my heaven is gone,
and hell breaks loose,
unto the floor,
creeping into my soul.
Anger and grief will overtake me,
uncontrollable of actions,
of all feelings.
You can't do this to me.
You just can't leave us like this,
look into your sister's eyes,
as she cries for you.
I have never seen her cry and I die a little inside with each drop falling.
I know it's not your fault,
you never meant to do this,
you fought to be this far.
I just can't get over this.
Pure pain and regret,
for everything I ever said to hurt you.
I wish I could take it all back,
and start all over again.
Oh great uncle,
please say you'll miss me.
Cos' I sure do.
Wish we had one last chat,
final moments together,
laughing, crying, smiling.
But, now you're gone, and I can't fix that.
The way you left was so sudden,
YouI'm in loveMore Like This
So in love with you
So involved with you
I'm part of you
Part of your heart
When you said I do
I do love you
I start to live
Start to believe
I'm in love with you
My little ghost
My lie, my truth
So into you
Your smile makes me alive
Your pretty eyes
I could drown inside
Love you so much
Simply in love
Keep saying this
My heart is beating so fast
So amazingly fast
Love I love you
Cause you exist
Cause you are mine
Cause I feel this time
MemoriesMy flames grow coldMore Like This
For my fire has died
I know it will be a endless cycle
Of memories of what was
Days long past and gone
Still will I wonder what will come
Still hoping for the day you will return
And lend your hand to me once again
Bring me your light that you radiate
That warms my cold and bitter heart
Till Then I shall move on with these memories.
ParodyLet's laugh and jokeMore Like This
About the girl who choked
On her old life
Her lungs turned blue
Her heart did too
From the methamphetamine tattoo
Let's point at the girl and stare
From her hair
Lost her soul
Became a sheep
From her ashes
The pain runs deep
The secret keeperI have I a secretMore Like This
Promise you won’t tell
“I swear” is the echo
Only you know
So don’t tell
Please don’t tell anyone
“I won’t” is the whisper
Friends and secrets
Spills and lies
My secrets lie with a more trustworthy being
Because the shadows have no lips
And the darkness had no mouth
So no one will know
The secrets of the night
I'm Just SorryCan't tell why you're still here.More Like This
I only bring out your deep fear.
Constantly near panic attack.
Focusing on what you lack.
So afraid that I'll go away.
Why do you want me to stay?
You deserve more than me.
Really, what do you see?
Trying to be better for you.
I don't know what I can do.
I'll try whatever I can.
I'm just sorry for who I am.
Life asked DeathLife asked Death,More Like This
"Why do people love me
but hate you?"
"Because you are a beautiful lie
and I am a painful truth."
My PoemI wrote you a poemMore Like This
detailing everything I could never say
in the hopes that it would make up
for the fact that I'm not brave enough
to say these important things out loud.
And I curled the poem up
inside of my heart. I carry it around
tucked neatly between my ribs, believing
that to be the safest place for my secrets.
And I could crack open my chest
and bare my soul to you so that you
could read this poem I wrote, but I can't
tell if I'll heal back up after you read it or if
it'll leave me more damaged than ever before.
So, I carry the poem in my heart,
right next to where I carry you, and
hope that tomorrow will give me enough
strength to split myself open so you'll finally
know the truth that lies inside my chest.
The clockthe clock is counting down,More Like This
and there's no better
time than now to tell
you everything you
I never stopped
summer is warmer
with you around
winter froze my
brittle bones when
I fell into your
eyes, and baby,
i'm still drowning
is like missing
a vital organ
in a world where
helped me see
you were the
first, and I wish
more than anything
been the last
it's hard to breathe
when you're around,
but it's even harder
when you're gone
too fast, and forever
ended too quickly
I never stopped
Enjoy your stayThere's a place between heaven and hell we call earthMore Like This
where we try to reside while discovering our worth.
Here we love or we hate or believe and then doubt,
as we constantly dwell on what life's all about.
We shatter and weep when those close to us die,
yet can feel born again as we glance at the sky.
We wander and wonder and ponder what's next,
even solve the great mysteries and still we're perplexed.
The real answer for being here, no one can give,
so do your best to relax and just love, laugh and live.
GravesDaddy, daddy, why are people oh so very coldMore Like This
Why can't I have what they have, a teddy bear to hold
Something I can fall asleep on, somewhere i can stay
Some place where the roof above keeps us from skies so grey
Daddy, why can't we be one of those who have a home
Why were we the ones to walk the empty streets alone
Daddy, why won't anybody let us find a place
It is getting cold, I hate the look upon your face
Daddy, please don't fall upon the icy, frozen ground
Daddy, one day we will find a place, so safe and sound
Daddy, please don't die here, please, we'll find a place to stay
Daddy... please don't leave me here, just please don't die away.
Daddy, let me sit there as you know you can't be saved
Next to you as we both rest inside our lonely graves
Let us dream of somewhere warm and somewhere oh so sweet
Daddy, daddy, tell me.. why was everyone so mean?
If i could...I couldn't tellMore Like This
I didn't know
I wasn't aware
That it had gotten to be so bad.
I'm so sorry
Please listen when i say that
There isn't one excuse in the world
That I could hide from you behind.
You're truly stunning
And i've made grave mistakes
Yet you always forgave me and life went on
Now you won't even look at me...
If i could go to the start i would
Repair all i've done
Give you what you deserve
And put you ahead of myself
Will i get the chance?
You and MeCrystal drops of water resting sweetly in her eyesMore Like This
Take her hand and hold her, wipe away her very cries
Take her through a forest lying deep within her mind
Shining gowns and silver crowns to which she once was blind
Take her through a meadow with the sparkling light blue skies
Wash away her guilt and say hello to the goodbyes
Quick, before she melts away, do take her hand and show
Everything she really never truly got to know
Quick, before she disappears, before she never sees
All that things could soon become and all that things could be
Take her shaking hands and hold them softly inside yours
Show her what was once a wall can turn into a door
Quick, before she vanishes, do show her all ahead
Look into those diamond eyes and speak the words so dead
All she needs to know is that, no matter what could be
Nothing is more powerful than the words "you and me"...
And So Went The Bullet"Really, I'm sorry, I don't have a choiceMore Like This
After I do this, they might hear my voice
After the bullet is coated in red
All my unspoken words will have been said."
"Please, put it back, set it down on the floor
Though you feel you cannot take anymore
All that I ask is that you'll see the sun
Rather that treating your wounds with the gun."
Slowly, I stared into his tearful eyes
Holding the weapon with my last goodbyes.
"Sweetheart, I thought you should be first to know
Yes, I am sorry, but I must let go."
Holding the trigger and ready to shoot
Ready to end this destructive dispute…
"Baby, I'm begging, too many love you…"
And so went the bullet… for I loved him too.
Love AgainHear my worries, fear my criesMore Like This
Dread the whispered lullabies
Drown beneath the spinning skies
Feel the truth you can't deny
Taste the blood upon your tongue
Feel the poison fill your lungs
I am she who lies among
Those who know where things belong
Feel the weapons kiss your skin
Listen to the screeching wind
See my power, watch me win…
And never fall in love again…