you lost her gjShe learned to be a good girl for you, her heart used to race around your presence, then it used to sink. And now it doesn't do either because she's numb and completely unaffected by anything you could say or do. She used to feel safe in your arms, and now she can't remember what they feel like. She figured out how you play, she figured out her worth. She used to love you but now she wears indifference so cold it could freeze you.More Like This
novemberIt's freaking freezing, and drizzling, and misty, and it's 5 in the afternoon, and it's that sad time of the year when you don't know if the Sun's ever gonna come out or if anyone ever knew you at all to get you something meaningful for Christmas.More Like This
So, I'll just go into town and buy myself black stockings, and green nail varnish, so I can dress up like a slut I think you want me to be, and spend my afternoon lying in bed, playing with myself and the idea of how we should get married, even though I don't even know your name.
settlers in spacePeople settle for ugly sweaters, and stupid summer jobs, Pepsi for Coke, and tofu for ham, and sometimes they settle for a love, not as grand.More Like This
I'm okay with itchy wool touching my skin, if you'll help me take it off, and put me to bed with passion.
I'm okay with a shitty job, in the season of hell, if we get to lie in your bed, taking lo-fi/mild-erotica polaroids; naked, sweaty, and happy.
I'm okay with awful drinks, I just want us to share it with utter hatred, together.
I'm okay with B12 deficiency, if we go vegan the wrong way together.
I will not settle for someone who is not you.
UntitledThings I'll have to tell you some day:More Like This
- I don't feel good when I eat.
- I don't really like being touched.
- I panic, I panic, I panic, I panic.
- I was 6.
- I never planned on making it this far.
- I know where my dad keeps the violent kind of drugs.
- All the stuff I fear are pieces of my mind.
- I was 17.
- "Sleeping Beauty" is my favourite fairy tale.
- I know how to handle a nailclipper, and sharp pencils.
- I almost told a doctor about this.
- I was 25.
- I got scared.
- So will you.
-You're so normal.
- And I'll get bad again.
- Maybe I won't.
- I feel like I can trust you, and it feels like love.