To give an idea of what is happening, this started off as a sort of crack rp when I mentioned to CrazilyJo about an old idea Falconcide and I had about Zachariah being the proud adopted father of a lone Lorien chick (if you want to know what that is, please check out Ekket or Herren's application sheets) which would make Chesh quite jealous after Zachariah confessed a great deal of love and care for him beforehand. So, to prelude this, Zachariah held Chesh after Chesh admitted to both wanting to kill the baby bird/Lorien chick and Zach told him he was better than that. Chesh did not like the idea of not getting all of Zachariah's attention, so Zachariah suggested that Chesh come and live with him so he can receive that attention. Chesh scoffed at the idea, saying that he was trash and not worth anything and, thus, belonged in the sewers. Zachariah held him tighter and told him he was wrong and he had more worth than he thought.
And, so, please enjoy.
<CrazilyJo> Mister Chesh sighed as he leaned he head on Zach. "I really don't think I do. You may say I do, But I really don't. But I don't mind. I'm content that way... except now it's ruined with that damn baby bird. Where is he? I want to play~"
<XShadowmancerX> Zachariah nuzzled the other's hair once more. It was good to feel the other lean on him. It was a familiar weight that he was content to hold. His wings flexed and slowly curled around him to give him some sense of comfort. "I will change that." He assured. "You will know your true worth soon, Chesh, I promise." he nuzzled him a third time. "He's sleeping right now. Judas is guarding him. I don't want him disturbed." The squawking was awful.
<CrazilyJo> “Is it cause he does nothing but cry? I don't cry, so that must mean You like me more right? Right?" Mister Chesh was really hoping he would say yes to that but he probably would, Zach got himself fixed up with that.. that THING! He'll have to find the idiot who gave him it in the first place and make him suffer.
<XShadowmancerX> Zachariah sighed softly and smirked a bit. "Yeah, he cries a lot. He's just a little baby. We all were once." He gently caressed Chesh's back. he hoped the motions would soothe him and distract him. "I like you plenty, Chesh." He assured. "You're the closest friend I have."
<CrazilyJo> He sighed contently, he liked all the attention, he wanted it all, he didn't want Zach to give it to anyone else. This is how he knew he was very selfish, but so what? What's the problem with being selfish? "I mean more than him.."
<XShadowmancerX> The demon priest could tell the other was jealous. Given how they made up the last time, the emotion Chesh had let slip and the true desperation for care and attention... Well, Zachariah wanted to make Chesh happy. he wanted him to smile and feel desired so he would stop thinking himself so low. "I can't say for certain." He said gently. "But I do like you a lot. Right now I'm caring for an orphan whom somehow crawled to the church steps." The Lorien was more animal than it was human, Zachariah had noted when he saw that its baby form allowed it to still walk. No doubt these creatures had to adapt quickly. Herren, the Lorien out in the forest, was absolutely vicious, as, likely, many adults were.
<CrazilyJo> "So that's a no... great..." He mumbled quietly under his breath as he frowned, and took a step back from Zach. "Naw, It's cool. I don't really care." He shrugged his shoulders. "I mean, ha, it's not like I care that you care, cause I don't care. Why should I care for your care? I care for myself that's what I get. But it's fine, it's cool."
<XShadowmancerX> Zachariah allowed him to pull back. "Chesh, i would throw myself in front of one of madoch's knives to protect you." He tooked a hold of the young man's shoulders. "I care about you more than I care about myself, alright? Isn't that enough?"
<CrazilyJo> "You're dead, that doesn't count. Cause anything can stab you and nothing happens. But I guess that's alright... I guess." He crossed his arms, deep down he wanted to say, It really wasn't enough. But he didn't want to get into a fight again so decided to just go with whatever he said.
<XShadowmancerX> "It's different." He stated. "I'm... both. I'm alive and dead. I have felt pain." Zachariah sighed and pulled him in for another hug. "When we fought and you clawed and bit me, it hurt. And if it hurt, that likely means it can kill me."
<CrazilyJo> "Then why you do that you fool!" He put his arm out from the hug and flicked Zach's forehead. "Don't do stupid things. Besides I have nine lives, and all this time of being here the Hatter hasn't managed to kill me once. soo."
<XShadowmancerX> "Because you're worth more to me than myself." Zachariah stated firmly. "I care about you so damn much, Chesh, I just wish you would see that..."
<CrazilyJo> "I just wish, I didn't have doubt." He said before looking to the side. He just still had trust issues of course, a lifetime of crap, verses a few times of being cared about wouldn't change so suddenly, it needed a lot of time.
<XShadowmancerX> Zachariah pressed a tender kiss to his head before nuzzling him again. "I know it's hard." he assured. "I don't deny it. But I will care for you for as long as we remain."
<CrazilyJo> "Cross your heart... " He crossed his own heart as his own promise that he did say out loud but had in his head that he would never let anyone hurt him, let alone kill him.
<XShadowmancerX> Zachariah smiled and nodded. He took his left hand, the hand more sacred to than the right hand to his beliefs, and traced two crossing lines across his chest.
<CrazilyJo> "See now if you cross that line and break it you heart will melt. Well-- that's what I think anyway." He grinned.
<XShadowmancerX> Zachariah chuckled and hugged the young man to his chest. "I deserve no better if I ever lied to you." He assured. "I won't break my promise. I will protect you."
<CrazilyJo> He rested his head on him and hugged him back with some actual effort this time. "I will too. I won't let you die for me. Ever."
<XShadowmancerX> The priest sighed softly, relaxing now that the other was actually hugging him with some conviction. "I died once," he assured. "I'm sure it hurts less the second time."
<CrazilyJo> " I don't think I could take something like that. So just don't risk yourself for me, okay?" He chuckled.
<XShadowmancerX> Zachariah gave a little laugh. "I'm not as reckless as you, Chesh." he assured and nuzzled him affectionately once more. "I won't get hurt."
<CrazilyJo> "You can only be reckless if you know how to get out of bad situations and that is what i do best~" A grinned formed upon his face.
<XShadowmancerX> "And I will be there when you've gotten yourself into something you can't just cartwheel out of." he teased
<CrazilyJo> Mister Chesh laughed. "I've missed this a lot, I really have." He hugged the other tighter, but to him that didn't feel like it showed how he felt enough. What was things that friends did to really show their emotion to each other. He thought hard before it hit him, he saw people kissing once and they seemed to show their feelings very well that way. As he slowly leaned up and kissed Zach gently.
<XShadowmancerX> Zachariah tesned slightly, his wings spreading out of a shocked reaction. It was an instinct to protect himself. Bu, he was not exactly sure what he would be protecting himself from. Chesh's lips here soft against his own. He could only imagine how warm they felt. It was the downside of being half-dead. He relaxed. He had no idea why Chesh was doing this, but he enjoyed it. His hand reached up to caress the young man's cheek, coaxing him into a deeper kiss. His wings folded around them like a shield, a loos, secondary embrace on the demon's part.
<CrazilyJo> Mister Chesh never knew how nice of a feeling it was, no wonder everyone was doing this. A feeling this intense, yet warm and comforting couldn't be any better. But for some reason his heart started to beat a little faster than normal, it was quite odd he only felt it beat this much when he's scared, but he wasn't scared so why was his heart beating so fast? Maybe it was the after effect. He felt Zach's hand caress his cheek, his hands were warm, so were his lips, he was just warm all together, and he loved it, he felt as if nothing cold could ever reach him. If only he knew about this sooner, he would have kissed Zach ages ago, and perhaps they wouldn't have gotten into such a fight.
<XShadowmancerX> Zachariah took a step back, bringing Chesh with him. He sat downon the couch and pulled the other down as well so Chesh would straddle his lap. His hand moved to caress his neck. He wanted to take it a step further. He slipped his tongue into Chesh's mouth. Now, his tongue was not human. It was long and black like some sort of serpent. However, that only meant it could reach places where no normal human could. He could feel the young man's heart beat, but he lacked his own. It was nice to feel it. It made him feel lik his own was still beating.
<CrazilyJo> Mister Chesh sat on his lap straddling quite comfortably, he never sat like that on a person but first time for everything. He felt something slide into his mouth, he wasn't sure how to react to this new type of kissing, but he liked it, even with Zach's weird tongue. He may have never kissed a normal tongue but he liked the way this one felt, as he used his own tongue to play with Zachs. It was as if he was trying to catch the others tongue like a predator and prey but with tongues. He felt quite excited as if tension spread through his whole entire body.
<XShadowmancerX> Zachariah moaned softly into the kiss. The other's tongue felt nice against his own. They played perfectly. But, he did have length to his advantage. His tongue snaked around Chesh's and massaged it tenderly before slowly slipping off of it. One hand caressed his back, slowly lowering its way to his hip. Thank Lucifer they weren't naked.
<CrazilyJo>Mister Chesh lightly moaned as the others tongue wrapped around his own. Guess a flat, fat, tongue couldn't really take over a slender, long tongue, as he pulled away to take a breath as he was panting slightly. As he put his forehead onto the others forehead as he grinned.
<XShadowmancerX>Zachariah realized that he did not need to breath. It was Chesh that had to pull back. he was confused for a moment, but then caught on to what the matter was. He grinned and held the other tenderly. "That was nice." He mused. "You're a pretty good kisser, Chesh."
<CrazilyJo>"That was my first time doing that you know. I saw people do it, didn't know it could be detailed like that. Why didn't I do that sooner?" He laughed. "I like it~"
<XShadowmancerX>Zachariah figured it was a first time, but it was still quite god for that. He held the other tenderly, still caressing his neck with his thumb."Because I had no idea you wanted a kiss." He chuckled. He had o idea Chesh felt that way about him. Unless, of course... Chesh did not even realize the implications of such thing, which caughed Zach to frown slightly.
<CrazilyJo>"Well.. I've always wanted to try~ I just never know it make you feel like that." He chuckled but then he caught in his eye Zach frowning slightly, was it that perhaps he didn't want Chesh to kiss him? "Hm? Are you oay?"
<XShadowmancerX> Zachariah forced a smile. "Yeah, I'm fine, CHesh." he assured and pulled the other in for another quick kiss. Kissing Chesh felt right. It had been rather empty when he was alive with the men and women he found himself with. they were just preludes to sex. This, however, was comforting. It was emotional. He held chesh to his chest and nuzzled his nose into theyoung man's neck tenderly. "I'm glad you liked it." he mused. "Kissing you feel very good."
<CrazilyJo> He wasn't sure about the smile he gave but before he was able to think about it he was pulled into another kiss, more quick this time. It kind of clouded his mind a bit cause he was so into it. "I know i'm selfish to say this, but, I want you all to myself, I don't want anyone else to have you. I want you to be mine and mine alone."
<XShadowmancerX> Zachariah shuttered softly. There was something sexy about possessiveness. However, he knew Chesh was no passive-aggressive teenager who would not act on his promises. He feared for anyone that Chesh saw as a threat. "Chesh, I'm going to lecture you for a bit, but it's not about religion, alright? It's about love."
<CrazilyJo> "I know what love is, It's what we have, and what you have for your Lord and also for that little thing." He sort of snarled at the last one, he really didn't like that baby bird creature. He didn't even see this baby yet, but if he did, He wouldn't know how to hold himself back.
<XShadowmancerX> Zachariah cupped his face tenderly. "Chesh, look at me." He said softly. he kissed him again, wanting to get him to relax. "There are different kinds of love. Some can be given to multiple people, but others can only be given to one other person." He explained. "You can love your parents, you can love your siblings, but that does not mean you can only love one person in your family. You can love all of them, or just a few of them. A wife does not love just her husband and not her children or her family. Love between family and friends can be share amongst multiple people. However," He kissed the other again to assure he had his attention. "There is two kinds of love that cannot be shared with other people. The love between a worshiper and their god, or a what a lover has for their significant other. I can love the child like a father loves their children and I can have many children who all get that type of love, but I can only love you the way I do. This love is special."
<CrazilyJo> Mister Chesh growled under his breath before his face was cupped tenderly as he leaned into his hand and nuzzled it before being kissed which made him feel much calmer as he looked at the other. "So there are many loves, we just happen to have a special kind of love?" he closed his eyes as he was kissed again before he let go to speak again. "I like this 'special love'."
<XShadowmancerX> Zachariah rubbed the young man's back tenderly and smiled at him. "I'm glad." He mused. He nuzzled his neck tenderly, taking in his scent. He did not care if the other was dirty. He loved him either way. "Because this special love is for you and you alone."
<CrazilyJo> Mister Chesh grinned at him. "My special love~ My Zach~" He leaned down kissing him before lightly nibbling his lip.
<XShadowmancerX> Zach gave a low chuckle and ran his fingers lightly up his back. He enjoyed the sweet kiss. A soft gasp escaped him as the teeth pressed against his lip. "Mnn, Chesh..." he murmured in a state of love and ecstacy. "My Chesh."
<CrazilyJo> Mister Chesh slightly shuddered as ran his fingers lightly up his back. "I want you to myself now, even if it's not for long." He licked the others neck.
<XShadowmancerX> Zachariah gave a soft moaned and held the other a little tighter. "I'm all yours, Chesh." he said tenderly. "You have my full and undivided attention."
<CrazilyJo> Mister Chesh smiled; he finally had Zach to himself. Perhaps this is what he wanted all along, this special kind of love. As he nuzzled his face in Zach's neck taking in his scent. It smelt sweet compared to himself and although he was dead well half dead he was still pretty warm.
<XShadowmancerX> For the briefest moment, Zachariah felt this weird flicker in his chest, like his heart was a dead car engine desperate to try and rev back to life. That smile. That sweet, honest smile that he had waited so long to see. Chesh was happy. He smiled in return. He cupped the back of the young man's head and held him tenderly to is chest. His breath tickled his skin. "Chesh..."He breathed his name, the sweetest sound he could ever utter.
<CrazilyJo> Mister Chesh blushed slightly from the breathy sound of his name. He loved the way Zach always talked to him, said his name with a soft, pillow like voice, he was like the missing piece to chesh's soul, for once in his life he actually crawled out from the darkness into the light.
<XShadowmancerX> Zachariah smiled a bit more. That smile was so damn adorable, especially with that little blush He wanted to keep Mister Chesh this happy. He never wanted to see him sad or hurt or angry. He wanted him to relish in life and feel his worth. He would not mind if he continued his shenanigans, it was part of who he was. However, if he went back to killing... He would not love Chesh any less, but he would try to get him away from it.
<CrazilyJo>"I can't wait till we have another naked party~ But next time i'm determined to have you feel pretty free." Mister Chesh chuckled, thinking about it now, Zach looked good with clothes off. He didn't really care before but thinking about it now, wow.
<XShadowmancerX>Zachariah became flustered at the thought. If he could blush, he would be.. "Er... Well..." He muttered. "By naked party, do you mean....?" Was Chesh asking for sex? Should he...? It had been so long since had had felt the flesh of another in their most intimate places... But Chesh was no doubt a virgin. He could get hurt.. Sex was weird and confusing as it was pleasant.
<CrazilyJo> "I mean when we had Coco and you got embarrassed cause you kept thinking I was looking but I wasn't, honest." He laughed. "That was funny. You were all like 'eww don't do that, do you have to do it in the kitchen?' And I was all like "psh, whatever." He grinned.
<XShadowmancerX>Zachariah chuckled softly. "Well, I'm more content with you naked now." He said in an oddly seductive way. Completely unintentional. He kissed him deeply and grinded on him gently. He needed to know if Chesh wanted somethinglike this.
<CrazilyJo>Mister Chesh leaned down and kissed him back as he moaned lightly, before feeling Zach grinding on him lightly, he felt an electric feeling all in his body, the feeling of sudden pleasure. If this was what Zach meant when he talked about all the orgies he had, then Mister Chesh liked it.
<XShadowmancerX>There was a stiffening, and he did not mean his penis. No, he felt Chesh tense in his grip. He stopped the motion instantly. "Are you okay?" he asked with all serious concern. Worry was clear on his face. He did not want to shock him. Everything he did was meant to make Chesh feel comfortable.
<CrazilyJo>Mister Chesh never felt that feeling before but he was just in a state of slight shock, didn't mean he didn't dislike it. He wanted to know more about this feeling, it made his blood and heart rush. "Yes..." He looked at him. "Show me more~"
<XShadowmancerX>Zachariah swallowed back at a lump in his throat. His fingers slipped under the young man's shirt. He felt his thin fram. He was not eating healthy, if he was even eating healthy at all. He felt so fragile, even though Zachariah knew he was far from it. He leaned in to kiss his neck and shoulder tenderly. his fingers found there way to Chesh's chest. is index fingers circled around the two nipples to stimulate the sensetive, pink flesh.
<CrazilyJo>"ah.." Mister Chesh let out a soft quite moan, as he tilted his head to the side a little as the other leaned in to kiss his neck as he felt his body shiver as he subconsciously started to lightly grind on Zach, Mister Chesh could see that as soon as Zach touched him, he probably thought he was fragile as glass, even though he never really ate he still had pretty intense strength, more brain than brawn though. Somewhat.
<XShadowmancerX>Zachariah gave a low moan as he felt the young man grinding against him. He could not help but be stimulated. He nuzzled his neck tenderly. He held Chesh's thin frame delicately and rubbed his nipples with his thumbs. "So fragile yet unstoppable and unbreakable." He murmured tenderly and smiled. "How do you do it, Chesh?"
<CrazilyJo>"mmn.. I don't know.. I just don't want to be weak to anyone..." He actually had no idea why he had so much energy at times despite of not having food to give him the energy. Maybe it was just because of his natural instinct to survive no matter what. Or perhaps he was weak but just seemed strong. The only times he seemed strong was when he was angry, and when he was angry seemed to be thee only times he would fight, other times it was mostly running away and dodging enemys not really fighting them.
<XShadowmancerX>Zachariah took his lips away from Chesh's neck to give him another tender kiss. "I will make sure you're strong." He assured. "I'll make sure you're fed and you'll be stronger than ever before." He feared that Chesh was running on reserve energy. If he ran out at the wrong time, such as fighting another resident, especially if that other was Madoch, then he could get into serious trouble. Chesh was a loose canon, but he still planned to keep him healthy.
<CrazilyJo>Mister Chesh felt the tender kiss on his lips, every time Zach did that, it felt like he could live off the kisses than on food, somehow it made him feel more alive. "You're already making me strong~" He chuckled.
<XShadowmancerX>Zachariah enjoyed every kiss. It was sweet and meaningful, which was something so completely new to him. He never actually had a girlfriend or a boyfriend before. Despite his very Christian upbringing, his demonic blood had made him crave stirring up a bit of chaos, and that included him being quite the bachelor, especially in his college years. But, now, he was happy to settle with Chesh. He was more than enough to satisfy him. Man, he was old. "You need to eat more." He murmured. "You'll have even more energy. You'll be unstoppable."
<CrazilyJo>Mister Chesh knew Zach was old, when he first met Zach he could tell strait away for the way he had no fun and how he talked, especially when he tried to eat his ram hat. He also loved the way Zach hair was as he reached his hand up to play with the others hair, he though it to be very sexy especially when it was wet. "Food sometimes makes me sick..." Don't get him wrong he loved food but for someone who wouldn't eat for days, months even, suddenly eating food would cause his body to reject it cause him to puke up what he's put down.
<XShadowmancerX>Zachariah remembered reading something about the people released from the concentration camps after WWII. Some of them ate so fast that their bodies could not handle it and they died from it. "We'll get you or a regular diet." he assured. "You just need to eat slowly and eat little, slowly eating more as time passes. You need to condition your stomach for it."
<CrazilyJo>"So only small portions?" He slightly frowned at that since nobody likes diets. Well he was going to have to get used to it or he'd just keep throwing up. "I suppose that's okay."
<XShadowmancerX> Zachariah gave a little sigh of relief and kissed him again. "Good." he murmured and slipped his hands out from under the young man's shirt so he could wrap his arms around him properly and hold him against his chest. "Trust me, you'll feel a lot better." he assured and nuzzled him.
<CrazilyJo> Mister Chesh rested his head against the other chest, it was a shame he couldn't hear the others heart beats, he tired to imagine what it would have sounded like or felt like on the other. He felt secured having arms wrapped around him. "I feel good now, but if it'll make me better." He nuzzled into the other chest and closed his eyes.
<XShadowmancerX> Zachariah pressed a tender kiss to the top of the young man's head. "I just want what's best for you." He said tenderly. "And that is to be strong and happy." He gave a smile. "But, rest now, my sweet Chesh. You need it."
<CrazilyJo> "Hey.. Do you sleep upside down like a bat?" He kept his eyes closed as cuddled up closer to Zach.
<XShadowmancerX> "I don't sleep."Zachariah answered. "Ghosts don't sleep, and demons rarely do anyway." He exhaled slowly and rested against hte back of the couch. "I have hung upside down once." He admitted. "It was for meditation. It was relaxing."
<CrazilyJo> "Aw, I wanted to see you sleep upside down like a bad, that would be cool." An idea popped in his head as he perked up. "Let's try sleeping upside down. Of course you can pretend to sleep."
<XShadowmancerX> Zachariah grimaced slightly. "Chesh, I'm afraid you would slip off me and break your neck." He cautioned. "Your body relaxes in sleep so I would need to keep holding on to you. Besides that, I don't think all that blood rushing to your skull is healthy."
<CrazilyJo> "Okay, different plan, we'll be upside down seperatly so you don't have to hold me so you can 'sleep' and i'll just keep my legs curled around the bar or whatever." He grinned. "Silly Zach, I won't break my neck."
<XShadowmancerX> Zachariah pouted. He cupped Chesh's face tenderly and leaned down to kiss him once more. "But I want to cuddle with you." He said softly. "I thought cats like to be warm and curled up on the ground." He just did not want to risk Chesh falling. "I don't sleep, Chesh. But I'll be plenty more relaxed having you with me."
<CrazilyJo> He blinked when he was kissed again as he rested his head back on Zach's chest. "Alright then, I'll stay here with you." He nuzzled the others chest."I just thought it would be fun."
<XShadowmancerX> The demon priest uttered a low chuckle. "Oh, I know something far more fun that involves the word 'sleeping'." Zachariah coowed with a smirk. "But it can wait for another time." Zachariah did not want to rush things too quickly.
<CrazilyJo> Mister Chesh chuckled. "I know what it is~ I maybe just a cat but cat's do it too~" he grinned as he leaned up and bit Zach lip with a purr. "I just don't understand who two males would."
((Things get pretty hot and heavy here. If you would like to read it, please follow the link in the description))
<XShadowmancerX>Zachariah nuzzled his nose into the other's hair tenderly. "Absolutely beautiful."He breathed. He needed to keep reminding Chesh of that fact so he would start to believe him and stop thinking so lowly of himself. "My beautiful Mister Chesh." He squeezed him tenderly before relaxing."
<CrazilyJo>"My Zach.. " He nuzzled his face into Zach's neck. "I love you~ I do, I do~ Think about nothing but me..." Of course even though the whole love thing was explained to him, he still couldn't help but feel jealous he had other things he had to have his mind on.
<XShadowmancerX>Zachariah gave a soft sound, a content growl that emanated from the deepet reaches of his chest. He both adored and fear Chesh;s possessive attitude. It could prove both heartwarming and absolutely life-threatening. "I love you too." he murmured softly. "When you are thinking of me, I will be thinking about you too,." His wings folded around Chesh, a second pair of arms to hold him in the night. "Now get some sleep. I'll make you breakfast in the morning."
<CrazilyJo>"Then I'll always think about you, so you can always think about me." he cuddled up to Zach more, to think at the beginning they didn't like eachother at all now suddenly, here they are together as one. Mister Chesh closed his eye finding it easy to sleep since Zach was there with him.
<XShadowmancerX>Zachariah chuckled softly. "You do that, Chesh." He assured and rubbed his back. he felt content with Chesh curled up and resting on top of him. It felt right. Chesh belonged there, with a content smile on his face and finally feeling like he was loved and desired, as he was. he rested his head against the pillow and began to meditate, putting himself into an almost sleep-like state. However, his mind could not focus on things like Lucifer and the temple. No, his mind was plagued with thought of Chesh. The worry and the adoration he felt towards him. Well, it would be a long, but good, night.