Dear Seamus testDear Seamus,More Like This
Greetings from...where ever I am. I'd be able to wish you were here but then we'd both be in some no name town. That's not even an insult for a small town, when I entered, the "welcome to" sign had been bombarded with sand to the point of being illegible. At least I can tell you that they have a Del-mart, granted, it happened to be the world's smallest store in the franchise. There were only two isle and a soda machine. It might've been a gas station someone renamed to add a flavor of society to this otherwise empty town.
Here's the thing, somehow during the night I was put in the back of an 18-wheeler. Either a bad case of sleep walking with amazing motor functions or aliens have a clever sense of humor. Either way, until a few hours ago, I was stranded at a truck stop, trying to find a way home, lucky for me that I happen to spend years as a boy scout so navigation shouldn't be that difficult. Unlucky for me, I never actually went camping so everything I learned is more
I Noticed That You Killed YourselfI saw that you drowned in your blood again.More Like This
Saw your wrist sliced into shreds,
amber water filling the tub to the rim.
Tell me next time so I can bring a boat,
so I can sing your elegy as your breath
escapes your throat.
So I can proclaim your cowardice to all who will hear,
so I can disguise my own anger with
words of praise to their ears.
Perhaps I'll swim away with you too,
but I'd rather not I suppose,
you left me too soon.
I guess this is a goodbye, at least it's not in phony text.
Though I would've loved it if you
told me, that the girl I loved would permanently make me her ex.
I guess my love wasn't enough to save you,
late nights at your window, or coaxing you to eat,
meant nothing to you.
Hours of listening and wasting sleep,
staying with you until exhaustion brought you peace.
I guess my determination wasn't a necessity.
Perhaps I should have taken the knife,
but the one time I did that, you nearly took my life.
So I'll watch you sadly as you drown in your blood,
and I'll sad