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I was alone,
And I was hurting.
But all this was hidden carefully.
The outside world thought I was funny, energetic; full of life.
But I was dead inside.
Still alone, hidden from the world,
I saw her.
She hid herself behind my friend.
I was in the middle of an animated joke.
She gave me a look I thought was disgust.
But I had fallen in love.
The young girl I had tried so hard to meet,
Was now my closest friend.
In the span of a month we had shared everything.
I became her angel.
She became the closest thing I had to a mother.
She was in love.
But not with me.
It was night time.
I called her.
I asked if she was alright.
She said "Yes, hold on"
We had not spoken for a couple of days.
She came back.
We talked and laughed.
She asked why I called.
I told her I had a bad feeling but it was probably nothing.
Little did I know she had gone to the bathroom while I waited.
She went to throw up the pills she had swallowed the moment before I called.
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