I am very much crying yep I'm gonna dieSo...I need to get another blood test tomorrow morning ;___; for those of you who don't know, I kinda pass out and feel like shit for the next 48 hours when I get poked with needles. So.More Like This
The thing is I'm really not ready to go back, my mom just told me I'm getting it done like..10 hours ago maybe? And I was like "no..I can't handle that...just..no.." She don't care she keeps saying I'm getting it done anyway if I'm ready or not. I have been crying all day long, even while I was drawing I just can't stop crying and my eyes are burnng...
I seriously am still emotionally scared from what happened last time (actually a bit more happened then what I told everyone...but I really don't wanna talk about it ;; ) I am gonna need at least a week to get myself together so I can go in there without bawling my eyes out the whole time....plus I'm screwing it up atm I didn't eat when I was supposed to so I'll get super hungry and need to eat then everything will be ruined and I won't have to go
AyyyeeWell it's winter break which means I temporarily have time for art!! So that's good! Hope everyone is well!More Like This