Ever changingChameleon eyes,More Like This
Ruby red scars on my thighs,
And all your pretty pretty lies
XDamn...why is this happening..? I heard about what happened with Ash..this is just too much..I don't want these wonderful people taking their lives because damn society can't accept them. They should enjoy life like any other! Not suffer like this! I'm going to make a drawing for them..for them to be remembered..ALL lives matter..no matter what..they should..enjoy lives and be accepted for who they are..I don't like seeing people suffer..so please...just change. Society..I'm going to do whatever I can to give lots of support for LGBT as well as any who feels like life is over for them..I'm not sure how I will do this...but I really want to help them somehow..in any way I can for them to enjoy life..and be happy.,and..I want you guys to be happy as well...please...stay safe you guys...I love you all...Each and everyone of you as well as thoughs who are suffering...and many others.. I LOVE YOU.More Like This
.*takes a deep breath* Okay...I'm going to try to live my best...I've finally got the courage to join the LGBT club...and I met really awesome people there...there was a person whom is gender fluid...we even talked about what happened with Leelah and Zander..since they go on tumblr as well and keep up to date with a lot of things...every Monday we meet after school..and everyone is welcome there no matter what they identify as or their orientation..I love it. <3 I want to be more supportive of them and help them out the best I can. Because...gosh...they are really wonderful people and I love them. I went to help out these groups of people and show them that it is okay to be who they are and not have to listen to what society says. Nngh...I guess LGBT gave me motivation...I do want to make a change and help such love,y people...Ah..I might still get depressed a lot...and gosh...I'm sorry for saying such things...my mind is just..really messed up...Nawh...when I grow up and make it...IMore Like This
for youI haven't known you for very long, but I love you anyways. Your well-being matters to me and my heart would bleed for you if you decided to permanently end things for yourself. You have too many people to inspire, too many lives to save. Your forms of artistic expression are ethereal, YOU are ethereal. Brighter than any star. You make my heart doki just by living and breathing. In a friendly way, a loving way. You teach me things whether you know that or not. Youve been through things that no-one should ever go through- you're stronger than you think! You've made it this far.. What makes you think you can't keep going? I don't know why you're sad, and I'm sorry about whatever the reasons are. I'm not joking, I am truly sorry. I wish I could make the hurt go away. It's okay to be sad. But deal with it in good ways! Draw, sing your heart out, talk to someone who will understand you in a way that will comfort you! I wish I could say all of the right things to express how much I LOVE AND CMore Like This
Please Don't Kill YourselfIt's about time I write this journal. There's so many cases on the internet where people post there goodbyes, and I'm done with feeling like I've done nothing to help them.More Like This
So this is my journal, my last plea. If you're reading this, wanting to end your life, please know that I'm writing this for your sake. Please read it all. Because I know my words won't be wasted, if I can convince just one person that this isn't the way.
Before I start though, please note that I am not a psychiatrist or a councillor. I'm just a 15 year old girl with no experience really. I know next to nothing (professionally wise) about mental illnesses or how to help people cope with suicidal thoughts, so if anything I say is incorrect, I apologise. I'm also typing this at 11:56pm so if there's any typos/bits that dont make sense, well, I'm tired. I just needto let people know how important it is that they don't commit suicide.
Anyway, one of the most important things I have to say is this:
LoveSo..I realized how much my family really care for me..i-it's kinda hard to explain..but my sister was there for me and opened up to her a little...and she accepts me for who I am..and loves me...it was..nice to receive a hug from her..we even watched a movie together. I love her a lot and I feel like I'm becoming closer to her..She even blamed herself for not being able to have time for me because of work and college that she skipped work today...b-but it isn't her fault at all..it is mine...I never wanted to hurt anyone I love..yet I always do..I don't want to hurt them..I don't want to hurt you guys..you're all so important to me and I love you guys..especially you Alex-kun..it hurts to see you in pain because you're part of me and I love you so very much..and I wish I could be the person to be there for you since you don't seem to have anyone beside you..you're really important to me and have made me happy..that's why..I send you those messages...because I want to show how much I reMore Like This
Yes I Am A ChristianYes, I am A Christian.More Like This
But that does not make me a radical fanatic who constantly shoves the Bible down your throat.
Yes, I Am A Christian,
And that can mean that no, I don't like abortion, nor do I like gay marriage. But, do remember, I am a human, and entitled to my own opinion.
Yes, I am a Christian,
But I do not believe that God will suddenly make things better, stop hunger, and end world suffering. I don't even count on Him to end mine.
Yes, I am A Christian,
and I do get angry at God. I get furious with Him all the time.
Yes, I am A Christian,
and I do not give all my belongings to the poor, nor do I preach on the side of the street.
Yes, I am A Christian,
So I am allowed to make mistakes.
Yes, I Am Christian,
but that doesn’t mean I don't fight back.
Yes, I Am A Christian,
but that does not mean I like to rape boys.
But, I'll tell you what I do like to do;
I pray for peace, for love and hope,
that one day, violence and agony will refuse to show.
That God will work through
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1.) You must add links to each song.
2.) You must have at least ONE song for each question.
3.) You must write the song name and the artist.
4.) You must tag at least FIVE people.
im so ready
A.) What song(s) best describes you?
HTHIS SONG EVEN T HO I CANT EAT PIZZA
B.) What's your favorite song(s) at the moment?
tbh i have been playing fallout a lot lately and:
C.) What song(s) make you cry?
well this whole movie makes me giddy with emotion but this certain rendition of this song:
D.) What song(s) make you feel bad a$$?
a touhou arrangement but:
E.) What song(s) make you feel really good and happy?
ON THE TOPIC OF TOUHOU ARRANGES:
that song is SO soothing and I love demetori so much
F.) What song(s) do you songs do you dance to when no one is looking?