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How Do I FriendI swear, I am a social failure.
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For years, I've been awkward and shy and I don't think that's going to change anytime soon. But it makes it hell to attempt to make friends.
I'm sorry if this sounds pathetic, but I live in a nowhere place and I don't have an IRL friends, so making friends on the internet is as much as I can do. That makes hanging out and talking limited to timezones and other things, but...
I dunno, man. Why is it so hard to do? I try to initiate conversations, but I just think I'm horribly boring or people are going to get annoyed if I talk too much Tutu. And most of the time, even when I do get something going, it just dies off soon after. I suck at making connections with people and I don't know how to get any better at it.
I've never really had anyone I could draw with before and I tell people I'm open to it, but never get contacted. I can't use paintchats, though, so maybe that's part of it. And my closest friends via the internet are busy getting on with their liv