Phone CallI can't even focus.More Like This
All I can hear
Swallowing my fears
Holding my breath
Your call has been forwarded
Relief in knowing it's on
To an automatic voice messaging system
Maybe he's grounded
Or possibly not allowed.
But at least that probably means
Please leave your message for
He's done being evaluated
And potentially back home
My fears sink to my stomach
Please, I beg, don't stop the dial tones
Unless it's his voice that interrupts.
I need to know he's okay.
UnderstandI can't think anymoreMore Like This
I'll never be who I once was
She left me here
Just like everyone always promises they won't
Why should I even bother trying to bring her back?
It's hard for you to imagine right?
Losing yourself and not caring at all
Well if you looked through my eyes
If you felt the emtiness in my soul
You might begin to understand
But you can't
Not that I think you would anyways
I'll just stay labeled as the girl no one understands
But then again...
Is anyone really trying?