To My Dear Friend LindseyTo my dear friend Lindsey who won't be receiving this letter,More Like This
Lindsey, my friend, you will not be receiving this letter for two reasons. The first reason you will not be receiving this letter is because the most current address I have for you is over six years old and you may not live there anymore. The second and more dominating reason is because I am too scared. I am afraid to put this letter in an envelope and mail it to the address you may no longer live at.
I am afraid you won't receive it.
I am afraid that you will.
I am afraid that you will receive it and you will read it and you won't remember me. But if you do receive the letter and you do remember me then that's good. But now I'm afraid what you'd think of me.
I haven't spoken or written to you in five years. I haven't seen you even longer. So what would you think of me coming out of the blue all of the sudden with no warning? Would you be happy? Surprised? Confused? Annoyed? I don't know if I want to know.
But what I do want