Hey guysI am not sure why I am making this journal.More Like This
I've just been thinking a lot about people,
and I am not sure what to do.
There is one person in particular I really miss, but I probably don't have the right to.
But it has been nagging me since the whole thing went down and.
I don't know.
I'll just stick to being here, doing what I've been doing.
It won't solve anything, but I am not really sure what people want from me.
One person is really angry at me. I am not sure what I did to provoke that besides being a really absent friend. And a jealous one. I am sorry for that. But I can't change the past. Nor can I change how people act. I have enough trouble getting myself to do that.
I guess I just want to say I am sorry. For everything I did that hurt anyone. I did really care and I still do. But I should have shown it better. I should have tried harder to make myself better at it.
I don't know if any of the people this is for will ever see it, but I don't know if it matters. I don't thi